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karen. kaks. 19 years old. only child. filipina. san jose. bay area. graduate of silver creek HS c/o 2003. loves sleep and food. easily annoyed. lazy. goof. weird. student at deanza college. guitar.
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Sunday, February 29, 2004
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND this past week, disregarding yesterday and today, i didn't spend time with my boyfriend. i miss him. i'm grateful for all the time we talk and everything, but we're so busy (him moreso than me). the times we do see each other is when we all hang out. there's nothing against everyone, but i also miss the times we just spend time with just us two. the times that i did see him was just a brief moment.so i was grateful for today. i love the time i get to spend with him. he's awesome..and so weird.
hahaha. it's a leap year. that means we have a "month" anniversary this february. meaning that most of the time, we won't have a "february" anniversary. not a big deal at all..just a bit funny if your wedding aniversary/birthday was on february 29.
12:00 AM .
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
NOTE: i've decided to give up meat, fastfood, and soda.hopefully i can hang..this is gonna be hard..
not really for the fast food part..after reading FAST FOOD NATION, i'm pretty much disgusted.
but i still love how good fast food taste. *sigh*
9:09 PM .
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!! the SPRING SCHEDULE of classes for de anza has been availiable since FEB 18. they send emails out so you can't print it out and redeem it at the bookstore. WELL...i never got one..and wanted to figure out what i was going today.during school today, i went and bought one.
i just opened my mail..and there it was...the email for a FREE schedule.
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was only a buck..but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7:48 PM .
Monday, February 23, 2004
WHOOPDEEDOO =\ i got a midterm tomorrow. yeah yeah, a little late for a midterm, but for our sake, she pushed it back. it's for my ewrt class..and of course, it's an in-class essay.blah. she's letting us bring in a typed outline to help us out. i'm too lazy to do it. yeah, i know, it'll help me out...but i'm too lazy to think. that means i've been lying in bed since i got home from taking my dad to the doc.
that darn BLASTED class. it's OK, and i'm not really complaining about much...just that i'm not a good writer..and i'm surrounded by people who are. my grade is slipping, but i'm not tripping that much. i'm just one of those people who don't write well.
11:09 PM .
Sunday, February 22, 2004
TALK ABOUT ADDICTED! pyramids is my new obsession. on it, you can click on other people's names in the same room to see their stats.in the past week, i've seen people that have played thousands of games...and was SHOCKED at how many games 1 person can play. at 1 point, i saw someone with 8000.
right now, i'm at 447, which is a lot.
a while ago, i was looking at people's info to see if i could find anyone that played more than 8000 games..and i found one..
25,000!!!! i can't remember the exact number, since she just left the room. OH MY GOSH..i can't even fathom that huge number.
i mean, i thought I played a lot. i guess not.
i'm still amazed...wonder if anyone can beat that number
12:50 AM .
Friday, February 20, 2004
GIRL'S NIGHT because us girls BARELY get to spend time together(just the girls)..we decided to have a girl's night...thursday nightconsisted of:
-ohan girls
-lots of chocolate
-homemade chocolate pie
-chocolate dip with bananas, strawberries and pound cake
-2nd trip to get more chocolate
-lots of LAUGHS
-laughing/crying on the floor
-so much fun
i loved hanging out with them.
i'm doing soooooooooo gooood in school...it's greattttttt..i'm soo happpyyyyy!!!!!
3:17 AM .
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
CAMILE VELASCO at 8pm, us girls went to kuya aj's house for a meeting. at the same time, we watched american idol. I can talk for my girls when i say: WE LOVE CAMILE!!!!!we love ever aspect of her. i can't stress how much i'm in love with her. from watching her, i can tell she has a dope personality. anyways, we loved her performance. oh mannnn. i hope she makes it to the next round.
our ate liz cooked for us..WOOHOOOO!! YUMMMMM.
PS. IT WAS HECKAAAAAAAAAA WINDY AT SCHOOL. HECKKKKAAA! at least it wasn't raining when i was outside. but yeah, i had no hair tie, and only a claw. my bangs and hair was going cRaZy...oh yeah..and it's so hard walking against the wind...i was getting pushed everywhere. it's so scary driving when it's hecka windy outside...feeling the wind blow the car..ESHHHH
we're gonna have a girls night on thursday. ONLY US GIRLS. NO BOYS ALLOWED. yay..i love my girls.
12:50 AM .
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
THE FUCKEN CONCERT the LINKIN PARK CONCERT, which was yesterday...FUCKENNNNNN ROCKED!!!!!!!!! i'll hit all the major points..before the concert, me and rachel played "basketball". we got wrappers(and other scraps of paper), made it into little tiny balls, and tried shooting it in the cup holders in the rows below us. it was SOOO MUCH FUN. haha...well, I had fun, since i'm a dork. jovver and jd played a little with us.
story of the year was cool, considering the fact i only knew 1 of their songs..
hoobastank, of course, was great. 2nd time seeing them perform. they rock.
pod, on the other hand, were OK. personally, i'm not into them, so i didn't enjoy that part of the concert.
LINKIN PARK rocked. it was my first time seeing them in concert, since we didn't get to go to last year's concert. THEY WERE FUCKEN GREAT. words can't express how i felt. the vibe of the concert was great. everyone was singing along to the songs and hella feeling it. I'M NOT MISSING NEXT YEAR'S CONCERT FOR SHIT!
our seats weren't floor, and i'm not complaining. me, justine, and rach had a BAD experience at the incubus concert when we had floor seats, so we're staying away from that. our seats were pretty good considering we got them hecka late. we were pretty close to the stage...which was awesome.
this concert was jennelle's, jeff's, and abby's first.
after, we all headed to DENNYS and ate. yes yes, i told myself to go home after the concert, but i was HECKA hungry, and didn't want to go home right then.
got home around 1ish. did my homework, studied a bit, then went to sleep around 2ish. surprisingly, i didn't take me much time to wake up at 7am.
NOTE: when i heard linkin park's FAINT on the radio, i got chills in my arms just thinking of their performance. they got some guy from the crowd to play guitar. 2 guys sucked..but the 3rd was cool. I ENVY HIM!
excuse my cussing. i rarely cuss in blogs unless i'm really passionate about something.
5:27 PM .
Sunday, February 15, 2004
MY V DAY in the afternoon, i went to get jd. exchanged our little gifts..i got him moisterizer and M&MS..and he got me my cookies and combos.went to the theaters and watched 50 FIRST DATES. we RARELY buy food at the theaters, but HEY, it was a "special occasion", so we both got hotdogs. i gave jd money to get me an icee, and he came back with an icee and nachos! he cound't resist. we both loved that movie..and i got to admit, i shed a tear at the end. nice story line..very cute..very funny..
after, we headed downtown to OLD SPAGHETTI FACTORY. of course, there were hecka people, and i told him, "hey...we're eating here no mater what!".. they told us the wait was going to be 1 hour and 30 mins..we waited.
we walked downtown..it was a nice day...stoped by and got some starbucks..went back and sat at benches outside of the restaurant and just talked. we saw lots of his random friends from school..and FINALLY, an hour later, we black indicator rang and we got our table.
once again, service was fast...primarily cause there were lots of people waiting. we barely ate half of our food..but couldn't resist the complementary icecream. at the spaghetti facotory, they have this icecream flavor called "spimeli" or something like that...it's AWESOME! but we've never seen it anywhere else. =
the night was great. we ended the night at his house and watched OCEANS ELEVEN.
9:16 PM .
Saturday, February 14, 2004
ANOTHER THING.. I REALLLLLLLLYYYYY MISSSS MY FRIENDS!!!!!! i RARELY get to see them...maybe once a week, if i'm lucky...i have school almost every weekday...and go straight home to do my school work...i see them on weekends..if i don't have anything else going on..i see justine mondays and wednesdays in class, but that doesn't count cause it's not the same..
i miss having their company..i miss our laughs..
i miss you guys...please don't forget about ol' kaka...she loves you all =\
11:31 AM .
OK...I'M STRESSING NOW.. so it's the busy weekend. valentine's day..sunday meeting..and linkin park concert.
i got heckaaa stuff to do for school...readings..homework...take home midterm...paper...readingssss...STUDYING.!
the concert is monday NIGHT..which will probably end 11ish..(around the time i sleep) i have school tuesday morning..and oh yea, a MIDTERM that day too. i think i'm the only one with school the next day...ARGHH!
today is valentines..and i'm trying to get as much work done before i go out. i DOUBT i'm gonna get any work done when i come home.
there's not much going on on sunday. us girls are gonna have our meeting to make some decisions about stuff (you guys willl find out about this maybe next month).. and me and jd might go to the mall..i neeeeeed moreeeee timeeeeeee!!!!
oh yeah, i have low tolerance for staying up at night. i try soo hard..but for the past few months..i end up falling asleep..and waking up to a bed full of books and papers.
11:25 AM .
Thursday, February 12, 2004
WOW, I'M 18. at times, i realize, "hey, i'm 18". it feels like i've been living life foreverrrrrrr, yet, i'm still in my prime. i'm so facinated at the thought of living for 18 years.on the other hand, i still feel like a little kid. When i was young, i looked up to the "older teens" and imagined how life would be to be one of them. i can't help but wonder if little kids look up to me like that.
my childhood, for the most part, was great. waiting outside for the icecream man with my neighborhood friends (justine, fouzhan, michelle)...to this day, the icecream man still remembers me, saying, "wow, you grow up"...
playing outside, riding my bike on the sidewalk, rollerblading, playing badminton, 4 square...the list goes on. i miss those days...going outside, carefree...getting dark..
i'm in college. i still feel like i'm in highschool, the only thing is that the school is bigger and adults attend it. the next thing: graduating college. OFFICIALLY being free of school.
time's going by fast..the next thing i know, i'll be starting a family and career.
life's crazy. i wonder where i'll be in 10 years. married? children? career? dead?
i have SOO MANY memories...great, sad, happy, depressing....you name it, i got it..this isn't even the end of it. i've got 60+ years worth more of memories..hopefully
thinking about life, and all it's aspects is tripping me out.
12:42 AM .
Monday, February 09, 2004
AMERICAN IDOL i'm rooting for CAMILE VELASCO. i hope she makes it to the top 10. when i first saw her, i was in AWE. soooooooo prettttty, sexy raspy voice. AHHHHHHH!! and did i mention she's soooo prettttty!??!yeah, jd saw her, and he loves her. HEY, who can blame him. that pic of her is ugly though. but from watching her on tv, she looks dope. she's 18...but looks like she's 21. i'm 18, but i look like i'm 15. what'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD!??!?!
hawaiian people are sooo sexy.
5:10 PM .
THANKS FOR THE SMILE. when i go online, i always check for new messages in my guestbook EVEN THOUGH i know there's not gonna be one there, and the fact that no one goes to this page.
anyways, rachel left a short message that gave me a little smirk:
Name: rachel
City san jose
Sent: 6.24 pm - sun 8 feb 2004
hahah typical karen. it's valentine's day, and what does she want??? FOOD. gotta love her. she speaks the truth. haha X (
haha. rachel, you know me TOO well.
midterm on tuesday. midterm on thursday. test sometime next week. AHHH! but what's next week? LINKIN PARK CONCERT! makes up for everything. hahaha..i can't mention it anymore. MUST....stop...!!!
4:59 PM .
Sunday, February 08, 2004
ALMOST HERE the linkin park concert's NEXT MONDAY!!! woohooo!! i'm soooooo happyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!the quarter's going by really fast...
valentine's day is on saturday. me and jd are making it a tradition to eat at OLD SPAGHETTI FACTORY every valentines...maybe until I get a job...then we'll eat at THE CHEESECAKE FACTORY.
i asked jd if he could get me something for VALENTINES..we went into ALBERTSONS..and i saw those YUMMMMY VALENTINE DECORATED COOKIES..the ones with the frosting on the top...but yeah..i saw a whole freakin box of them, nicely assorted..it was $8.99 i think. i HOPE he GETS THE PICTURE! *AHEM* *wink WINk*
5:31 PM .
Saturday, February 07, 2004
FRIDAY NIGHT me, boyfriend jd, and bestfriend justine went to VALLEY FAIR today. funny time. i got HECKA moded today. haha. but yeah...justine was torn between 2 shirts in AE. i bought a shirt from aeropostale for 10 bucks. and jd got a sweater there too. oh how i love salesssss.saw jen, her bf, and friend there. didn't want to say HI considering the fact i don't know her aside from the "blog/internet world". but yeah..if you're reading this jen...HI.
after, we met up back at justine's house. dropped rach, jennelle, and abby at Creek's dance.
me, jd, justine and jovver went and ate at RED ROBIN. 1st time there. prettty good.
after years of subcribing to SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE, i decided not to renew the subcription. i'm moving on up to FITNESS MAGAZINE. IT'S GREATTTTTTTT!!!! i love that mag. =] beauty, health, fitness. AWESOME!!!!!!!
1:43 AM .
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!! so 2 people IMed me (aol and on yahoo games). since i was nice, i began to chat with them. then...the infamous questions such as, "are you a virgin?" "do your friends know if you boyfriend is good in bed" "i want to know about sex because in india, we can't ask" "if you have sex, you can help me and tell me about it"
(about my bf)
HarmonizeMC: is he good to you in bed
Krazykg576: oh gosh..personal questions
Krazykg576: i dont' answer these questions if i don't know you
HarmonizeMC: i see how it is
Krazykg576: sorry..that's just how i am
HarmonizeMC signed off at 1:01 AM
HarmonizeMC signed on at 1:02 AM
HarmonizeMC: so all ur friends know if ur man is treating u good in bed?
Krazykg576: personal question
HarmonizeMC: ok damn..is there anything i can ask u
Krazykg576: well...does every question have to be about my sex/personal life
HarmonizeMC: well what else is exciting?
Krazykg576: well..i'm not making you ask me questions
HarmonizeMC: aight your too good for me..i g et the hint
HarmonizeMC: take care
Krazykg576: whatever
Krazykg576: bye
GUYS!!!!! GET THE PICTURE!!!!! DON'T TALK ABOUT SEX..OR ANYTHING SEX RELATED WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW. goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1:29 AM .
Monday, February 02, 2004
EHHHH i checked my grades from my 2 midterms i took on thursday. i did pretty good on them. yay.i've noticed: i'll avoid writing essays as much as possible. when it comes to my other homework assignments/readings, i'm, for the most part, on top of that. i'll find time to read, study, do homework.
on the other hand...ESSAYS. i'll procrastinate that as much as i can. right now, i have a rough draft due tomorrow. it's almost 11:30 pm and i'm STILL not working on it yet. i really DISLIKE ESSAYS. i'm not a writer...i'm a math person.
i love numbers and math. always have. writing...well ESSAY writing....BOOOOOOO!!!!!
11:27 PM .
INCUBUS right now, INCUBUS (well..brandon, mike and jose) is taking over CHANNEL 104.9, my favorite radio station. they're playing whatever they want..including their songs and some favorites. most likely they're gonna be playing songs from their new album.
their album comes out tomorrow. FINALLLLLLLLYYYYYY!!!!!! oooooooHHHHHH yEAhhhhhhAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhh.
jd bought me a DVD player today. heheheeeeeee. he also bought me a 6 dollar burger from carl's jr. see..i've only eaten there probably once in my life.
7:42 PM .
A NEW ADDICTION. i saw rachel playing PYRAMIDS (yahoo game). now, i'm addicted.
i bugged jd about sending me pics from his digital camera. last night, he finally sent it. a few hours ago, i checked my email and the pics were HUGEEEEEE. i got soo mad because he was saying, "sooooo...i wanted it in the highest resolution"...and i was saying, "well you know i don't want huge pics and my comp can't handle it"...
so we had that little arguement. i deleted the emails cause it took FOREVERRRRRRR to load. he just said he'll print them out at work.
a few minutes later, he called me and told me to check my mail. "I LOVE YOU"...i thought to myself, "aww..a little letter from him"...
i opened it up...and he resized the pictures for me.
oh golly...my boyfriend is so sweet.
12:20 AM .