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karen. kaks. 19 years old. only child. filipina. san jose. bay area. graduate of silver creek HS c/o 2003. loves sleep and food. easily annoyed. lazy. goof. weird. student at deanza college. guitar.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
I MISSED THE INTERNETwell, the last time i was online was my last post, at jennelle's house.
after practice, i picked up jd from work and we went to HOME DEPOT to get my painting supplies. thank hun.
after, we went to GREAT MALL, since it was just a few feet away. we both were hungry, so we headed to the food court. there we saw melissa, kevin, and wendole.kinda surprised to see them since they live in hayward.
went to FOREVER 21 and BOUGHT clothes! haha. i barely go shopping(it's a choice), so this was a first leaving the mall with something besides a full stomach.
literally all day tuesday i spent taking everything out of my room(besides heavy furniture) and painted. jd got dropped off when i was 3/4th done with my room, and helped me finish.
after, we went to valley fair to see if he could upgrade his phone. he can't and has to wait till september. esh! they said he'll have 100 bucks worth, so at least he doesn't have to pay.
TODAY
today, i moved in all my furniture. i rearranged everything except my tv stand. i like it!! yeah!!!!
me and justine went to de anza to pay for classes/buy books. we saw DEO and THERESA! haha..so funny. last quarter, we saw them at the bookstore too. haha. after, we ate at CHIPOTLE. Mmm!
i missed american idol yesterday, but i'm glad camille was safe tonight.
bye whoever reads this.
11:06 PM .
Monday, March 29, 2004
SPRING BREAK 2004so it's the first day of spring break, and i'm at stank's house. cotillion practice.
oh yeah. it's the 29th. happy anniversary jd. hhahah...1.8. not so shabby.
i decided to paint my room and rearrange my furniture. i wish i had a TWIN size bed. my FULL size takes up so much space in my room...potential space for EXERCISING. oh well, hopefully my rearranging will maximize my exercise space.
after practice, me and jd are gonna go to HOME DEPOT to look for stuff i need to paint my room. spackle, putty knife, tape, paint, etc.
rachel says hi. =]
my boyfriend's birthday is on friday..and i don't know what i'm gonna get him....ahhhhh.
4:05 PM .
Thursday, March 25, 2004
I'M SCAREDi got my last final at 11:30am: HUMANITIES: Arts, Ideas, and Values. i've been doing good in that class. i got perfect scores on everything i've turned it, since the teacher is a lenient grader.
anyways, on the class website, she posted topics for the short essays. i think i'm gonna bomb this final. i'm trying hard now to cram in some reading time, since i fell asleep last night.
i have to do a lot of bull-shitting in those essays. fuckkkkkkkkkk
oh yeah. i'm sick. i think it's from monday. my mom caught the cold from me. esh!
9:03 AM .
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
WEIRD i thought i had a post from yesterday, but i guess it got lost. weird.anyways, it's that time again...cotillion practices. this time, it's jennelle's turn, and soo after, abegail's. practice on monday was fun. i love everyone.
finals week. pretty much chill. my last final is tomorrow, and i'm a bit etchy on that.
i've made my plans for spring break: EXERCISE, ORGANIZE MY CLOSET AND DRAWERS, AND CLEAN. =]
oh yeah, and change this darn layout and update pictures.
6:05 PM .
Monday, March 22, 2004
WEEKEND RECAPsaturday: BATTLEFEST 3.0. went early and helped out. the place was packedddddd!! everyone performed. SICKSYDE got 1st place!! (sicks and bsyde colab) they were dopeeeee!!! PAC Modern got 2nd, and SICK STEP from so cal got 3rd. i heckkkaaaa like them..those guys can danceeeeeeeeee...ooooo baby!!!!!
the after party came next. everyone left cause it was 5 bucks, but people didn't have to pay anymore. and there was this asian guy (maybe 20s) with those hand held fans.and he was dancing by himself and taping himself. everyone was heckkkkkkaaaaa laughing at him...and he took a pic with us..post it later.
random: jd transfered my slideshow onto vhs. i watched it again, and man...memories....it's crazy seeing myself grow up on the slideshow...*sigh* =]
someone's birthday is next week. my bf, jonathan...or should i say, JD. the big 19!
3:51 PM .
Saturday, March 20, 2004
YAHOOOO! in the afternoon, i went to Jd's house. Auntie and chato came home from FRYS..HECKAAA BIG SALE because there was a grand opening for another store.anyways, they bought a $100 25-inch SHARP TV for jd, a panasonic vacuum for $57, 50 cds for $5, and a $3 iron.
so me and chato went back..and BOYYY ...there were heckkaaaa people. EVERYONEEEEEEE had the TV in their cart..and i'm not even joking. a majority of people had it. crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
i got my vacuum and cds...and got the heck out of there.
after, chilled at jd's house..watched SCHOOL OF ROCK...funny movie..
then we all headed to kuya aj's house to help him out with battlefest stuff..wristbands..etc..
ran an errand for him. went to kinkos and blew up a sign. my 1st time at kinkos. pretty koool. 24'' by 36'' for only 3 BUCKS...prettttty coool. gives me some ideas..
yeah. tomorrow's gonna be fun!!!!!!!!! BATTLEFEST! woohooooo..
gonna be a longggggggg ass day for me. gotta be there at 11:30am, and it doesn't even start till like 4pm..and it's gonna end around midnight. and i'm stillllll up!
oh yeha..when i got home, i assembled the vacuum and cleaned the whole house. it's great. =]
byeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
2:34 AM .
Thursday, March 18, 2004
MOHFUCKKKKKAAAAA yesterday was sooo tiring..schoool..then after jd treated me to lunch..then me and parents went to hayward and back...we to stores...and finally home.american idol: i soooooo thought camille was gonna be in the bottom 3. phewwwww!
i fell asleep as usual last night. sadly, it was on the night that i had an essay due the next day! so yeha..it's 7:10am..and i usually leave my house around 8:20am. i still haven't taken a shower, and i'm still in my PJS.
and here i am...bloggin about it when i could be writing it right now. well, it's only a rough draft..but still....ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
mohhhfuckkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaa
7:12 AM .
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
GRANT'S BDAY today's grant's bday...happy bday grant..even though i know you're not gonna see this.as i was exiting from the highway and approaching a right turn, i see a group of people hundled together. a few adults, some kids that just came from school, and a police officer. i looked more..and saw that there were a pair of legs at the bottom of the huddle.
a man was lying on the street...not moving. i'm not sure if he was hit, or collasped, or what..i didn't see his face..but i'm assuming he was in his 50s.
after seeing that, i cried. i didn't know what happened to him, or what was going to happen. i prayed for him today..
ANYWAYSSSSS, everyone went to grant's house for a little party. jennelle told me good news:
-she has a BF!! haha..she's back with BJ, a boyfriend she had like, 3 years ago..
-she got accepted into SDSU. i'm soo happy for her, but it's happening..she's leaving. =\ BUT I'M HAPPPPY FOR HER!
10:50 PM .
Sunday, March 14, 2004
FANTASTICS '04 yesterday was fantastics..again, it was held in downtown in the civic auditorium. we all went to watch rachel..man...underclassmen took TUG O WAR. man..the most entertaining, funny TUG O WAR i've seen in my life...people getting draged...people on the floor...someone getting their leg stuck on the rope..DAMN!
oh yeah..i tripped going up the stairs to go to the bathroom. there was something stuck on my shoe, and i wanted to show chris (since he was in front of me), and then i tripped..WITH HANDS ON THE FLOOR and EVERYTHING....AHHHH..embarassing!!! it didn't help that there were HECKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA people who saw me fall... bleh!
in the end, saw lots of familiar faces...REUNION! haha..
after, like tradition, we went to DENNYS..yum yum..very fun.
today, jennelle has a spoken word performance downtown...SHE'S A FEATURED ARTIST!! WOOHOO!! problem is, i don't know if i can make it. i got hecka shit to do since the end of the quarter is here and the workload is pilling up..AND it's SUNDAY NIGHT..
hopefully i can make it...if i can't..i'm so sorry stanks. =\
1:07 PM .
Saturday, March 13, 2004
BUSY BUSY BUSY so it's crunch time. presentations in classes...papers...and finals in about a week. not to mention other shindigs going on...yesterday i had fun. plans were to go to cinema savers..but yabs didn't get a hold of me and jd..so she just made others plans. so me and jd just sat in my car outside his house and just started talking..
it was so nice. then we decided to go to 7-11, get some slurpies..and go up to the mountains..
of course, the view was so pretty..even though it was covered by some trees and houses..
talked for an hour or so..then went back to his house cause he started talking about FUSION FRENZY.
me, chato, and jd played. FREAKIN CHATO beat us..i was sooooo mad...hahha..i'm a sore loser when it's with those 2. i demand a rematch.
11:41 AM .
Thursday, March 11, 2004
FOREVER TRAUMATIZED.. today in my human sex class, someone presented on BESTIALITY, humans having sex with animals. she talked about it, and at the end, she showed us 2 graphic clips...a woman having sex with a horse..and another one having sex with a dog..
AHHHHHHH!!!! i'm really disturbed...hearing about it is one thing, but actually SEEING it...sdflknsdflksnd...my body gets all weak just thinking about it.
this memory will forever be in my head..well..hopefully just for today..
BLAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4:11 PM .
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
ARTICLE here's an article about trungy.not much..but something.
4:59 PM .
Sunday, March 07, 2004
BATTLEFEST 3.0 It's that time of the year...BATTLEFEST. GO GO GO! it's gonna be DOPEEE!DATE: SATURDAY, MARCH 20
TIME: 3:30pm
WHERE: HYATT SAN JOSE
TICKETS: $15 at the door, $12 presold
BBOXENTERTAINMENT.NET go here for all the other info (groups performing, etc)
it's gonna be offff the hoooooooookkkkkkk!!!! holllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaa!!! hahahah
9:00 PM .
Friday, March 05, 2004
RIP TRUNG. so rachel told me today that someone from silver creek died. i asked who..and she replied with "trung tran".i knew a trung that went to silver creek, and like she described, he's a senior. we were friends my junior year, so i knew him a bit, and talked to him. we aren't close now, but i'd like to consider us friends a few years ago...always talked online together...talked on the phone a few times..but never kicked it together. i'd call him "trungy" and he'd call me "kareny". it's wasn't anything romantic, don't get me wrong. he was just a cool guy..
i thought his last name was tran, but i wasn't sure. when i got home, i checked my yearbook. TRUNG TRAN..
it was a hit and run. he was walking last at night, a car hit him really hard, and he died.
i don't know how to feel. =\
4:11 PM .
Thursday, March 04, 2004
AFTER CLASS... ...i walked to my car. As i was approaching it, i was shocked at how DIRTY it was. yea, i KNEW may car was dirty, but it didn't dawn on me till today.so i decided, "YUP..this afternoon i'll wash my car."
i got out of class early, so i went straight home and rested...
it turned 5pm..the sun was going down..PERFECt time to wash the car..but LAZYYYY me said, "ehhhhh..i can always do it later"
i then realized..."shit..i'm going out tomorrow"...so i washed my car. it'll be kinda embarasing coming out of a FILTHY car.
so i washed my car and even vaccumed. i'm glad i did...i saw my icecream man friend and bought icecream from him...man..it amazes me how long we've known each other...
an 18 year old STILL buying icecream from an icecream man..haha..gotta love it.
6:43 PM .
THURSDAY MORNING i woke up around my usual time..7am..even though i had no alarm clocks set. the sun was shining through my window...it looked so pretty. then i realized--damn, i have school today.
yesterday i had a date with my mom. haha. we went to watch the passion. yeah, we brought tissues, but i was the one that ended up using them. yep..that movie's VERYY powerful..at least to me.
the end of the quarter is here. i don't know what i'm taking next quarterrrr!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!! so far, i have 1 class for sure..but all the others..I DON'T KNOW!!!
i'm SOOOO happy the weekend is here.
3:44 PM .
Monday, March 01, 2004
I'M DISTURBED for human sexuality, we were separated into groups where we were to do a paper/presentation on a topic. ours is sexual coercion.each of us took a subtopic from that. i chose INCEST. our presentation/paper is due in a 2 weeks, so i decided to start on it.
right now, i'm researching for information. kinda hard since i can only use credible sites..
okok...i'll get to my point. while searching, i found basically INCEST PORN SITES. there are multiple sites..and oh boy, i'm very disturbed. i'll admit, i opened the link to see if it was real or not...and it was. at the top, i also saw a bunch of links to other sites.
DISTURBED...digusted...gosh, people are really gross. it's your FREAKIN FLESH AND BLOOD! AHholjbsdfojbsdljfbsdjb!!!!!!
6:30 PM .
PREGNANCY in our human sex class, we've been going over pregnancy. we watched a video, and it showed 3 ways of giving birth. Surprisingly, the class was more grossed out about this video rather than the female genital mutilation with little girls screaming. Go figure.
As for me, I'm used to it. I like watching TLC (television learning channel) and watching those operations. So watching the woman giving birth was OK.
for the most part...I'M TERRIFIED of giving birth. the epidural (anesthesia where they give you a shot in your back, between the spinal bones...LONGG NEEDLE, and you CANNOT MOVE AT ALL), the cutting of the perrenium (so you won't tear..) sticking a tube up your urethra to empty your bladder...ALL THOSE SHOTS!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!
man...talk about PAIN!
5:21 PM .