SMELLS LIKE KAKA
karen. kaks. 19 years old. only child. filipina. san jose. bay area. graduate of silver creek HS c/o 2003. loves sleep and food. easily annoyed. lazy. goof. weird. student at deanza college. guitar.

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Sunday, June 30, 2002

TODAY meg called...told me when i'm working...went online.talked to JD...he was telling me that he wanted to get out of the house...and how it was HELLA HOT...and how he wanted jamba juice...so i contrived a plan:

-me and justine go pick JD up
-we go to JAMBA JUICE
-go to my house to get chips and ranch
-go back to stine's house (grant happened to be there)
-play HALO!!!!!!! (in an aircondioned house)
-HOURS OF FUN

droped JD home...stopped by ALBERTSONS to buy mother icecream..now i'm home...


10:38 PM . 



Saturday, June 29, 2002

SEACLIFF picked up JD and CHRIS...went to abby's house...then we all went to SEACLIFF..JEFF, JENNELLE, ANN, and ROD met up with us. they played in the water....i watched(since i didn't really wanna get we)..buried JD in the sand. fun. then we all ate.BBQ..YUM!!! then jennelle lend me her shorts so i could get wet...water cold...boogy boards=fun...not fun when you wipe out...i was scared in the water, since i don't know how to swim..i asked jennelle to hold my hand and protect me...fun times..when i got wiped out, i picked up a rock from the bottom of the floor...i held on to it for good luck..i lost it...rar..

we got cleaned up...jennelle had hella sand in her boobs..haha...then we all went home...

JD was super nice to me today...he got me food and did what i told him tooo...hahha! he even let me use his towel...he attempted to throw me in the water..i got mad...and chased him..and i still got wet...damn waves...

JD's sending me pics right now..i'll post them up later

EJ's funny..the van was packed...we had to pick up one of abby's friends:
EJ'S DAD: where is kristy going to sit?
EJ: she can sit on my nut sack
EJ'S DAD stares at EJ

EJ's friends are at SEACLIFF..he's talking to them on the phone..
EJ's dad: ask them if they're there
EJ: they are there! they've been there many times!!
EJ's dad: then why did they ask me for directions??
EJ: i dunno..cause they're vietnamese??
(this is not meant to offend anyone)


11:21 PM . 



Friday, June 28, 2002

ANOTHER DAY WITH MOTHER mother had another day off, so we went out together. i went to the ONE PLACE where i knew they had CHARCOAL chucks..but there weren't any in my size....argh!! we went to another mall again. i saw this DOPE ASS JOURNAL at waldenbooks..mother payed for the AP CALC book i need to review for the summer....and that reminds me...i got freakin SUMMER HOMEWORK for 2 of my classes next year....rar..i forgot

FYI:when working at RAGING WATERS...and seeing all those SKINNY GIRLS in bikinis..it really boosts up your will power to cut down on the food and go on a diet. but BLAH! i tried...and i can't...i just love food too much


11:28 PM . 



Thursday, June 27, 2002

HMM after work..went shopping with mother. didn't find bathing suit i liked...mother gave me 100 bucks for my birthday (even though its in a while)..bought stuff...wont buy anything else till i get my paycheck...happy

FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE..i am happy...noo..it's not a guy...haha..but mainly...because of my OHANA. i love them..as corny as it may sound..spendin time with them makes me so happy and complete..they make all my worries go away...man..the past few years have been FUCKEN CRAZY for me...GOOD TIMES...bad times..and sad times...but now..i'm content with my life..but there are always things...and people..that could make it better

THE PERSON WHO SAID THAT JD IS FINE...PLEASE EMAIL ME AT KRAZYKG576@AOL.COM....HAHAH...HE WANTS TO TALK TO YOU.. =]


9:59 PM . 



Wednesday, June 26, 2002

PLANS rar!!! jennelle just told me right now that KENNETH is having a BBQ! awwww! i wanna goooooo! but i can't...it's already 11pm..and i know they won't let me out. RARRRR!! earlier today...they also made "last minute" plans to go swimming at the DOUBLETREE...but i didn't wanna drive downtown. blehh

WORK...abby made plans to go to SEACLIFF(in santa cruz) this saturday..but i got WORK!!! rar...2-8pm..what a bitch. i'm gonna TRY to switch with someone...if i can't...i guess i'll just have to be sick that day...muhaha. speaking of work..MY SENIOR PORTRAIT appt is on tuesday at 3...and what do ya know...i got work from 10-2:30. RAR! and i also have another thing going on from 2-8...BLAH!! WORK IS RUINING ALL MY PLANSSSSS

BIRTHDAY now that my BIRTHDAY is coming up..AhEm JULY7 AhEM...i've been thinking of what i want..i want EVERYTHINGGGG!!! i want an XBOX, my own camcorder, a new camera, a digital camera, a deck for my car, a new guitar(i think mother is getting that for me), a new computer (or maybe SUPE mines up), CLOTHESSS, SHOES, and a bunch more...ahhhh..now that i have the money to buy things, i don't know what i want...YEAH YEAH..i'm a spoiled brat..but the only thing i really want, money can't buy.. *sigh*


11:26 PM . 



Tuesday, June 25, 2002

HI justine woke me up today..at like 2:45ish..she asked if i wanted to come over and play HALO...haha..EVERYONE is OHANA is HOOKED on HALO (except jennelle, abby, and chris)..haha...THAT'S OUR GAME! well, i went to justine's house later cause i still had to wake up.

went to the tuesday meeting....after, we went to go ICESKATING..cause we thought someone could hook us up...but he wasn't workin..we decided to go to KENNETH'S NEW HOUSE...we chilled..ate all his food....hahha..then we left..cause my dad was being a poopoo head.

i got work tomorrow and thursday morning...

DAMN GEOCITIES SUCKS!!!! my pics are down.. =[


11:05 PM . 



Monday, June 24, 2002

UPDATE!!!i just updated my PICS page...i got a buttload pics...check it out

haven't been out much...just work...argh...i nEED ANOTHER PAYCHECK!! i just got mypaycheck on friday..and more than half is gone...argh!! I WISH GAS WAS FREE...

TRIPPY FACT: friday, we didn't go to the movies because some of us couldn't make it and we didn't wanna leave them out..soo..saturday..all of us could go..and we all watched LILO and STITCH together..even the guys wanted to watch...and in the movie, they talked about OHANA..which means family..."family...no one gets left behind or forgotten"....man...we were exactly ike that...SHIETTTTT!! OHANA BABY!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

MY OHANA: me, justine, rachel, jennelle, abby, jeff, grant, jd, jay, chris...


4:45 PM . 



Sunday, June 23, 2002

WHAT A LONG DAY! THE WHOLE GROUP went to watch movies. we got there...the 3:40pm show was already in progress, so we got tickets for the 5pm. walked around the mall. went to watch the movie...THAT MOVIE ROCKS!!! haha...i personally liked that movie. hah. hmm..it got cold inside the theater and JD was so kind to lend me his jacket. oh yea..during the movie..MY JEANS RIPPED! AHH!!! i was bending my leg tolet someone pass by, and it ripped right below my butt. raR!

after the movies..we chilled..I SAW MY JUNIOR HIGH FRIENDS!!!!!! ahh!! HANG, NGOC, UYEN, and some other people....i haven't seen them in FOREVERRRR! hmm...THE GROUP went inside and ate MICKEY-D's..JD got some candid shots of people eating..i'll post em when i get it...

walked around the mall...window shopping..killed time...then we went to JUSTINE's house to pick up the X-BOX. had to convince JUSTINE and RACHEL'S parents to let them go to GRANT's HOUSE. (cause it was already9 something) we all went to grant's house..played HALO..WOOHOO!!! FUN!!!

it was coming close to midnight. mother called around 11:30. told me to go home..after a quick game of HALO..we left around 11:40. had to drop off CHRIS, JD, and ABBY ...(justine and rachel too...but itdoesn't matter cause they live right across the street). hmm...had to disregard all the SPEED LIMITS and take these people home and get home too (yes..not that smart..but i didn't wanna get in trouble)

FINALLY GOT HOME...Ai papi! mom gave me a lecture...turns out abby's mom called my house and asked where abby was....RAR! so my mom was trippen about me driving people around. plus..ive been out this whole week and i've been coming home late..BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!!! I LOVE THESE GUYSS!!!!

what now? i can't really use my car...i can go to work..and important places...that's it...and i can't be out late at night..rarrrrr!

JD took pics today. i'll post em later


1:07 AM . 



Friday, June 21, 2002

NEW PLANS we all made new plans...SINCE JEFF AND JENNELLE couldn't make it today...we decided to just make it for tomorrow..haha..we're a "group"....don't wanna leave people out. haha..so tomorrow afternoon..after jeff gets off work, the whole gang is gonna watch LILO and STITCH. one big happy family. =]

went to do errands today. first i went to school. i wanted to see my grade in math analysis...I GOT A B!! woohoo! i'm happy cause i didn't turn in the homework for 1 chapter(a lot of homework)..so yeah..im satisfied.

after, i droped rachel off at her friend's party. haha...teenieboppers..then, me and justine went to my work to get my check..then cashed it..and now i gotta pay back all the money i owe people =[

went to develop PICTURES. argh! i got the NEXT-DAY thingie..and they FREAKIN said pick it up sunday AFTERNOON. rar! then we went to get SLURPIES. haha. we got those big ones that cost like, a 1.15. then..when i went to pay..it was freakin 2.36. ahhh..i was like, "wowwww....umm..here you go" and i gave him 2 bucks...he said i didn't have to pay the rest... then..justine went to pay..turns out he counted her's too. then he's like, "ohh..it's ok. you don't have to pay...i'll get cents later" woohoo! big ass slurpies for a BUCk..woohoO! now that's what i call a deal

i went to justine's house after to play X-BOX. woowee..HALO...that game rocks..now i know why the guys are hella addicted to that game.

ps. justine's cousin (abegail..age4) said i eat too much...blah.
i'll post NEW PICS UP on sunday night..


9:45 PM . 



LILO AND STITCH me and the usual people (except jennelle and jeff) are gonna watch LILO AND STITCH TODAY. man..i remember the DISNEY CHANNEL was showing commercials for that movie HELLA EARLY..i think like, summer or fall of last year..and NOWW..yes.the day has finally come. woohoo!!

yay. paycheck day! gotta go back to work later and pick it up... "cause you can only pick it up after 3" RAR...woohoo!! my next paycheck is gonna be a bundleeeee!

summer for me starts on JULY 10....3 days after my birthday...*AHEM AHEM* =]


3:13 PM . 



Thursday, June 20, 2002

YESTERDAY RACHEL came with me to pickup my contacts. from there, we went to my school to pick up JUSTINE. haha..that's a first: me picking up justine from school. haha. then we went to the picnic. had fun...ate..played cards..played TAG. haha...oh man...i'm SOO out of shape..got tired wheni ran to the other side of the playground..hah...KENNETH and JD fell in the sand..hah. AFTER, me, justine, rachel, jennelle, jeff, grant, jay, abby, and EL went to jamba juice...then all of us..except for EL and abby..went to JUSTINE's house. the guys played HALO on the X-BOX..and us girls were just chillen. hah...i started plucking JENNELLE's eyebrows...rachel's too....then JENNELLE GAVE ME A HAND MASSAGE AAHHH!! they feel SOOO goooood!! ai papi! then we all left...and went home..YUP...i had to walk a LONGGGG way home...right across the street. OH HOW IT ROCKS TO HAVE YOUR BEST FRIEND LIVE SO CLOSE.

yet again i kick it with these same people..haha..but I LOVE THEM!!!!

HIGHLIGHT of the day: at work..in the arcade...i saw a "mini-lobster"...and yes....it was real
DOWNSIDE of the day: i looked for it again...and it died


7:51 PM . 



Wednesday, June 19, 2002

MUST....SLEEP! ok. it's a little bit after 5:30am. my friend paged me. well...i got off of the phone with him..but now i can't SLEEP!! USUALLYY..after i get offf...i go right back to LALA LAND..but this time...i dunnnnnno! oooo..the sun is rising....it's pretty..

mother woke me up while i was sleeping...she found a cell phone in my car....half-awake, i loook..and it's grant's cell. hah...people are leaving their stuff in my car....first jennelle's stuff in my trunk..rachel's chapstick...then grant's cell..haha..hopefully someone will leave some GASSS MONEEEYYYYYYY...hah...jp

mustttt....try....to get...some...SLEEEEP!


5:41 AM . 



Tuesday, June 18, 2002

SCOOBY DOO today, ME, ABBY, JUSTINE, RACHEL, JAY, GRANT, JEFF, JENNELLE, JD, and his cute lil BRO went to watch scooby doo. we all just met up there..but i gave rides for 4 of the folks. hmm. the movie was kool. AHHH! jd's bro was sooooCUTEE! he SQUEELED at parts when he got scared. after, we were just chilllen in the lobby area. a few of us went to COLDSTONE...since the mall was just nearby. rachel hooked me up with some money. JD..rar.. got some large ASS icecream for only 2 bucks. rarr...it's good to know people in high places. hmm..

we were just chillen..then JAN called us and wanted us to go to the meeting...hmm....we only had my car...and jeff's truck. sooo..grant and jay..those crazy knuckleheads...volunteered to lay down in the back of the trunk. we went...haha..on the road..we started throwing fries in the back. went to meeting.

after the meeting...had to drive JUSTINE,RACHEL,GRANT, ABBY, and JD home. haha..JD and GRANT stayed in my trunk. hahah..we left the back seat open so they'd have air. got a few snapshots too..muhahhaha droped everyone home.

now that i got time...i need to clean that dirty mess called my rooom

QUOTE:
"your room is worse than a guy's room!" - mom


11:02 PM . 



Monday, June 17, 2002

ANN's COTILLION woowee! oh what Fun! i had a blast. nice cotillion. after..we were all dancing. ahh.jeff dances so good. ahh.. hah. so much fun. ahh...it was getting close to midnight...and yeah..that's my cerfew...but argh!!!! i didn't wanted to leave yet. but yeah.. i left around 11:50 since it near my house.

mother woke me up at like, 1pm. thank god i didn't have work in the morning. i was pooped the cotillion. went to work..had to park a million miles from the employee entrance..worked at tube rentals. ahh!! oh well..it was ok. worked 3 days in a row. rar. it's kew...i get a break now...don't got work till thursday, friday, and sunday. paycheck on FRIDAY!!!!

haha. manny called me yesterday. he asked if i goin clubbin at LIMELIGHT. i told him about the cotillion. he said if i got bored, that i should go to his thing...hahah.me??get bored ?? ya gotta be kidding me =]

abby called after i got off from work. asked if i wanted to go watch SCOOBY DOO with her and jay..and maybe other people. i was pooped from work..and broke. rar. we're going tomorrow think.

jun IMED me today..me and other friends were in a chat. i'm suprised he remembered me from last summer. hah. there's a BBQ this wednesday...woohoo! i'll be seeing him there. haha..justine wants me to pick her up from summer school. hahaha. it's kew...i'm gonna have to go to school in july =P

i THINK i'm gonna have a cotillion...


11:57 PM . 



Sunday, June 16, 2002

HAPPY FATHERS DAY whops. it's father's day. i forgot to get something for the pops. ah. i got work today. i asked to switched to the morning shift because ANN's COTILLION is tonight. haha. kinda sad huh? i'm going to my friend's cotillion rather than staying with my pops. err. after work, i'm gonna be going to the mall. still need to get a gift for ann and my pops. i also need to buy some clothes for tonight...don't wanna wear my crappy skirts that are too small for me now. hahhahha.yes..i'm fat. arghhh..i also don't want to go to the mall in my crappy uniform. rarrrrr!


9:01 AM . 



Saturday, June 15, 2002

TODAY ahh..had work in the morning...GOSH! waking up early on a saturday SUCKS! well, i worked LOCKER RENTALS. argh. locker rentals..in the morning..when everyone comes..in the morning. argh! well..hmm..and the good note..they gave us FREE ROOT BEAR FLOATS in the break area. i personally don't like ROOT BEER...but HEYYYYY...it's freeeee..and they RARELY give out free stuff..so i took one. hmm..i loooked at my schedule. ARGH. i'm working a lot. i'm working tomorrow, monday, thursday, friday, and sunday. woowee. it's all good with me though..more hours=more money.

after, i got home...and went to LJ's house for his grad party. chilled. gotto meet CHRIS again. he was forcing food down my throat. him and LJ. ha. he's kool. then i cut out. oh yeah..i took pics of LJ when he was being dorky..haha..imma post it when i get it developed. muhahah. argh. got work in the morning tomorrow. that means i'm going to bed early. rar


8:26 PM . 



Friday, June 14, 2002

ANOTHER GRADUATION rachel's junior high grad was today. i went to pick up jennelle..then went to PARTY CITY to get balloons...only problem was that there was a LINEEEE..argh. it would've took long..so we decided to make a lei. went back to her house to pick up some materials. went to the grad. yeah. after. we ate at FORTUNE CHINA. BOMB ASS FOOD. yummy sushi. after, ME, JUSTINE, JENNELLE, and RACHEL went to GREAT MALL to watch UNDERCOVER BROTHER. haha. that movie was ok...it was funny though. hmm. after, we went to jennelle's house. we were just kicken it and talking. then...SHE DID MY NAILS.. hahah!! jennelle did my nails. wow. i love you jennelleee!
i'll post a pic tomorrow. got work in the morning..AHH! bye bye


11:59 PM . 



Thursday, June 13, 2002

GRADUATION awww. today was the graduation ceremony. it was me, justine, rachel, and jennelle. aww. ann was graduating. LJ too. yeah. it was kool. i finally met CHRIS. haa. after they called the names, we met up with kenneth and other people. i saw alvin there..he with ANTHONY..AHHH!! i hella had a crush on him last year. haha. but yeah, while we were waiting for ann..HAD HELLA FUN!! UGhh! me, justine, jennelle, kenneth, rachel, and ann's sis were all just goofing off. dope dope. blah. i didn't get to see LJ at the graduation..blah. then we headed to ANN's house to eat dinner. hhahaaha. had fun there too. laughed so much that my tummy hurted...hah.. ever get that? but yeah...UGhghHH!! hella foood!! yeah..we were watching NEXT FRIDAY...just kicken it. more people came...fun. oh man..i got some pics from the night. then jennelle's parents called her...so then we went home. droped off jennelle, used her bathroom. ahh..what a great day. I LOVE my FRIENDSSSSS..they are the DOPEST!!!!!


11:53 PM . 



YAyAY woohoo. i come home to an empty house! haha. better take advantage of this before the parents come home. mUhHAhaHA! just kidding.

today was the last day of school. yay. deep down..i was a little bummed that school's done. i won't get to see my buds and stuff. blah. but hey..there's always summer school.


1:14 PM . 



Wednesday, June 12, 2002

AWARD WOOHOO!! i haven't gotten one of these babies in a while! woohoo!! it's an achievement award. the past week, the teachers have been passing out awards to their best students. i was always jealous of the people that got 'em ans wished i would've worked harder than i did. well today, after our final, our teacher was handing the awards out..and i got ONE!!! woohoo! this one was for a "3.0 in the class, excellent attendence, positive attitude, and good character" woohoo!! i'm happy. i got it for my MATH ANALYSIS class (aka trig). woohoo..gotta love math!!

yay. i got my contacts today. they're soo kool. hhahah. i can see clearlyyyy now, the rain is goneee...i can see allll obstacles in my wayyy. but yeah..i'm a bit nauseous and have a slight headache. poopoo. the same feeling i had when i first got my glasses. but yeah. TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! woohooo!! now i got summer school. hah. it's kool. i got my us history teacher...MR. G!! woohoo. but ahhh...work. RAGING WATERS is gonna open daily next week so i'm expecting a lot of work. rar.


7:15 PM . 



LJ... at the end of break yesterday..LJ called me over to him. he told me that it's the last time i'll be seeing him since he's graduating. he said something like, take care..and some other stuff. then he said, "you're fat" and grabbed one of my love handles. i did the same to him. i know LJ that you're reading this..so here's a letter for you:

dear LJ,
hey. wow. what an i say...things have been crazy. first, it was the end of my sophomore year...then it was junior prom..then spring break. what i want to say, even though you've heard this a lot from me, is that i'm sorry...sorry for being so inconsiderate of your feelings..sorry for being so stupid..sorry for causing more shit in your life...sorry for everything...sorry for hurting one of my closest friends. yeah...like you've said...things aren't the same. we don't even talk to each other anymore...and ignore each other. i miss the way we were. how we talked about anything...from CANDLES..to COFFEE..and other junk like that. but i know after what's happened...i can't have that anymore. i just want to say...i'm not gonna deny it,but i miss you hommie LJ..i hope someday we can start talking again..i wish you the best of luck in the future...if ever you want to talk or even kick it, you know where i am...stay kool...and take care. congrats graduate... thanks for the talk at break. hopefully i'll see you later.


1:56 AM . 



AMERICAN IDOL that show is so kool. it's so amusing to watch with crappy voices sing. yeah yeah..i shouldn't be talking..i don't even have a voice...but hahaha...it's funny. it's also nice watching the ones with pretty voices..especially the guys. it was soo nice. this one guy had deaf parents..and while he was auditioning..he was signing the lyrics. awwww..and he had such a nice voice tooo. ahhh..beautiful. oh yeah...i noticed that there was this one girl that tried out for POPSTARS that auditioned for this thingie. she made it. she's pretty. musttttt notttt missss tomorrow's episodeeeee.

frederick gave me a call today. ahhh..i love it when i get unexpected calls. he told me that the dance was kool, but he wanted me to go. he's graduating tomorrow. i wanna gooo..but i have a appointment for contact fittings. blah. i can't believe frederick is gonna be off to the army in august. he told me what he's doing:

-boot camp for 9 weeks at FORT KNOX,KENTUCKY
-then job training in MARYLAND for 3 months
-then he's gonna be stationed in GERMANY for 3 years


AHH. that's crazy.


1:38 AM . 



Tuesday, June 11, 2002

STUPID GIRL i have a girl in one of my classes. she pisses me off. let's call her...FRISKY. well, frisky is one of those people that copies your work. she pretty much copies work everyday...asks for the answers in class when the teachers calls on her..and copies on test/quizes too. well..in that class..i have a b-. i do my shit...my own shit. she has a b+. noowww that finals are around..she's complaining that she NEEDS AN A in the class and if she doesn't get an A...she's gonna be hella pissed. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!! we took the final today...and yes, she did ask for answers. i just said i didn't know them..and ignored her. well..i overheard her in class and she said she has like...5 A's and a C. that hella pisses me offf!!!! all she does is copies from people...and complains when she doesn't get an A. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU COMPLAINING ABOUT A GRADE THAT ISN'T EVEN YOURS. fucken snatch.


11:52 AM . 



Monday, June 10, 2002

UNDRESSED woohoo!! the show UNDRESSED is back on mtv. woohoO! that show rocks!

at lunch, i asked BOB to sign my yearbook. the next thing i knew, all these girls hoarded over him and asked him to sign their yearbooks too. haha. well, not exactly this...but wow...he had like..5 or more to sign. haha. bob is popular with the girls.

i went to the otho today. i got rubberbands. AHHH!! mot#%* Fu*^#& Bi$&# @$$! rarrrr!!!!


11:16 PM . 



Sunday, June 09, 2002

WORK went to work today. rar. i got a talk from the lead. once in a while, we have "secret shoppers" who are actually evaluating our service. well, my name got marked down..because i don't greet EVERYONE or say goodbye and whatnot. she also saw me chewing gum and told me to throw it out. YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY TO THAT? oh-fucken-well! would you greet customers if you were hella hot and kids were annoying the shit out of you?? maybe yes, but i don't. i'm hella bored at my job..kids get so annoying. it's hot. she told me if i ever get written up again, i'll have to have 3hour meeting with the supervisors...and i might even get fired. hHAHA! that job isn't even worth that shit. the only reason why i'm not quitting yet is because i can't find another job. rar. oh well. i guess i have to kiss some ass


9:18 PM . 



SATURDAY woke up. got ready. picked up chris around 1ish. went to buy a camera. went to battlefestival. not as many people as i expected. chilled. fun. saw SEAN and gave him his tickets. ME, JD, CHRIS, and JAY went to KFC. JD drove my car there. then JAY drove and we went to pick up JUSTINE and RACHEL. hahahaha. we stuffed CHRIS is my trunk since we had no more rooom...and my trunk is HELLA BIG. when we got into the parking lot, he started banging on the trunk, and people gave us weird faces. haha. went back to battlefest. got in line for BATTLEFEST. got front row. YaYA...recorded for jennelle. chilled and talked. then performers came. everyone was FUCKEN DOPE. i loved all the performances. ELEMENTS FROM THE OUTER REALM performed. then the old school legends DANGEROUS IMAGE..after about 9 years...performed again. dope dope. i didn't want to record cause i had a better view just watching it. hah..there were some MIGHTY FINE HOT BOYS THAT PERFORMED!! WOoHOO..and they got some good moves too!!! and i got such great view. mUhahHA! 8 performers went quick. JEFF and versatyle styles did a good job. 69 degrees had moves that shocked the HECK out of me. (hence the name 69 degrees) hah. MINDTRICKS won. CHAIN REACTION got second. chilled outside. SAW MANNY. he gave me a flyer for LIMELIGHT tomorrow..and a quick hug and kiss. then me, justine, and rachel left cause i had to be home by 12. everyone went to AJ's house for a late dinner. RAR! Chris got a ride from jenn. me and justine stepped in DEEP MUD. i had to drive with papers under my shoes. now i'm home. i got hella studying to do. i got church in the morning and work an hour later. RAR!!! i'm so pooped. finals are this week..


12:26 AM . 



Saturday, June 08, 2002

I'M AWAKE it's saturday morning. and i'm awake. why am i awake?

as i was sleeping, i got a call from MEGHAN. she was asking me how to call in sick for work (she works with me at RAGING WATERS). well, i gave her an extention to call and went TRIED TO go back to sleep. then, i started thinking, "hey, i wonder if raging waters i gonna call me into work to take her spot." LITERALLY a few minutes later, the phone rang, and it was them. hah. they told me that SOMEONE CALLED IN SICK and if i can't work her shift : 2-7pm. work? or go to battlefest? OF COURSEEEEEe i said i was busy...since i'm going to BATTLEFEST haha.

IF YOU ARE A HIP HOP HEAD, BATTLEFEST would be perfect for you. SO GO! did i mention it's gonna be DOPE??


ok. this song is the jam. i just love it. the beat. the song. the lyrics. haha. it's dope
"...I don't pop pills, I never did no LSD..but I wouldn't mind a kiss from Ms. Mary..
'Cause..
She's homegrown and you can hold her in her backyard
She's homegrown and you can get a kiss in her backyard"

Wyclef Jean - Something about Mary"




9:53 AM . 



Friday, June 07, 2002

KAH-REN? is KAKA that bad of a name? BOB says that it's an ugly word and that it doesn't really represent me accurately. he said he likes "kah-ren" . he also said i should change the name of this webpage to "smells like kah-ren"...well bob....this is for you =]


9:26 PM . 



ARGH!! MY MOM DRIVES ME NUTS! well, afterschool, i went to sleep. i woke up to a call. it was MOTHER. well, she was telling me to do stuff, and then she says:

MOM: so are you going to the dance?
ME: WHAT??!?! YOUTOLD ME I CAN'T GO! when i asked dad, he told me not to go
MOM: well, i thought you talked to him today
ME: WELL..i didn't because you guys said no. I can't get a ticket anymore cause i told abby i'm not going! DANG MOM!!!
MOM: it's ok then
ME: GOSH!!!!!

dang!! i hate it when she does this! pisses me OFF! oh yeah, FREDERICK also called me today and asked me if i was going to the dance! ARGH! so sucky. i gave him abby's number so she can get tickets for him. RAR!! this sucks

BATTLEFEST. looks like i can go. yay. GO you guys. it's gonna be off the HEAZY. i found someone to go with, since my other friends are either helping out or going later. yay. i'm gonna bring a camera and postsome pics later. bye bye


7:59 PM . 



YES YES i'm again in psychology class again. bored bored bored. just looking at webpages and surfing the web. hmm. there's a dance tonight at another high school (independence). me, abby, jennelle, dre, kenneth, jay, ann, alex, and some other folks were all gonna go. well, it looks like i can't. rar! i've been having drama with my mom lately. i asked her last night if i can go, and she said, "ask your dad". now my dad...he said, "if it's not necessary, don't go..your car isn't for you going out..blah blah". they even thought i was lying. i told them that they ask abby's mom if i'm going to the dance or if i'm lying my ass off. gosh. i was so mad that i just went to my room and went to sleep. FUCK! they wouldn't even let me go to MOUNT PLEASANT HS's dance when kenneth asked me to sadies....they didn't let me go to MY SADIES...and they didn't even let me go to MY LAST DANCE. fuck. now, i ask them if i could at least go to INDY's last dance...cause all my buds are going...but NOOOOO!! argh

BATTLEFEST is tomorrow. they better let me go! i even told them about this back in MARCH. HELL NO am i gonna miss the final round. there are gonna be some DOPE ASS performers. i'll be one mad person if they don't let me go. RAR!!


8:50 AM . 



Thursday, June 06, 2002

CAN YOU SIGN MY... guestbook! haha. that's what i've been saying to people. all they give me are blank stares. haha. i'm such a dumb dumb. well, justine gave me her yearbook for me to sign. yes, that's a picture of the yearbook entry right there. yes, those squiggly lines are my writing. the entry is pretty crazy. discombobulated and whatnot. full of writing. i would scan it to show how crazy it is...but ehhh..haha, there's personal stuff in there that i don't want to bore people with. haha.

as i was channel surfing, i just caught the MTV movie awards right when it was going to start. haha. i like that spoof they did of SPIDERMAN. haha. funNAY


11:11 PM . 



SCHOOL yeah, i'm at school right now. psychology class. we're supposed to be working on our project..but i'm just too lazy to do it. so yeah, looks like it's gonna be another hot day. rar. i'm so bored. i went on aim, and ROBERT is online. he's one kool dude. ok. i'm done now. i should start on my project. bye bye


8:27 AM . 



Wednesday, June 05, 2002

CALIENTE ai papi. it was a scorcher today. yeah, i guess i can't handle the heat. hehe. but yeah, shesh. too damn hot.

well, here are some pics that Lorenz gave me. just some pics he took with his digital camera:




ok. pics will be updated later. i'm gonna go soak myself in a tub full of ice now. =P


9:14 PM . 



NEW LAYOUT here you go. a new layout. hah. typical karen layout: something plain. i like plain though. nice and simple. but yeah. i'm working on updating pics. i'll probably get done with it by tomorrow night. bye bye.


12:42 AM . 



Tuesday, June 04, 2002

FINDAPIX.COM woah. i was going through this and some of my buddies in there! haha. only one of them told me they had one...and abby even has me in some of her pics.. ARgH! well, here they are:

jennelle
abby
kenneth
frederick
john
cousin melissa*


*newly added
i think i'll go searching later for more people.


3:50 PM . 



YEARBOOKS we were able to get our yearbooks at lunch today. me and my friend meghan headed for the line. it was long. we contemplated whether we should wait or not. we didn't have anything better to do, so there we were...at the end of the line. as time passed, the line slowly moved. i got scared. NO WAY was i gonna wait in that LONG line for nothing. it was HELLA hot, and i was getting 2 shades darker. NO way will i go through that for nothing. well, the line was moving faster and we got to the front. they let 5 people in at a time, and i was the 5th to get in. that left meghan at the front of the line. then...YES. i got my yearbook. woohoo. i looked behind me, and meghan got hers too. a few seconds later, the BELL RANG! WOOHOO!! i was so happy that we made it. woohoo.

oh yea, i was looking through the yearbook and saw KENNETH and ALEX in it. it was a candid pic from the dance. kinda funny since they don't go to my school.

ok, i just got an idea to do for this webpage. gotta work on it. buh bye


3:11 PM . 



Monday, June 03, 2002

YESTERDAY'S GAME yes, i forgot to mention that the KINGS/lakers game was on yesterday. we got glimpses of it during the grad party. when i found out they were in overtime, i went NUTS!!! AhhH! but yah, sadly, the KINGS lost. it was a good game though. but ARGHhhh! rarrrrr!!!!!! GRRrrrrR!!! i love watching the kings' plays. the KINGS are dope.


3:00 PM . 



PHEW my cousin told me that she heard that my mom read my diary and it revealed some STUFF that i wanted to do. when she told me this, i was surprised. i don't have no diary. the only thing i have close to it this webpage. suddenly, it hit me: about 1 year ago, i wrote a FAKE diary and left it in my room. i wanted to see if she would read it. i wrote some true stuff and fake stuff. i guess it's true. she did read it. everything sooooooo makes sense now.


2:49 PM . 



Sunday, June 02, 2002

SATURDAY i'll try to sum it up in a few words retreat. went around downtown. super kool. went to hotel. stayed at RESIDENCE INN. there was about 15ish of us and one of 'em was jeff. mUhaha. we got a call and said that we have to have only 5 people in the room at all times. we bounced. jay drove my car in a parking lot and says he likes it and wants to buy it(cause it's easy to handle, and it saves gas). we ended up staying at tony and liz's apartment. chilled. talked. FUN!! played FUSION FRENZY and HALO. they attached the XBOX to a projection system, so we got to use the wall as a screen. UGHHhh!! HELLA FUCKEN DOPE. it's like a phat- ass - flat -wide -screen tv, but not. we all stayed up talking and joking around. helllla fun. i got to be kenneth's girfriend for the night and i got to sleep with him. WOOHOO!! oh yeah. he snores. haha. i got maybe 2 hours of sleep.

SUNDAY liz woke us all up with ths fat ass alarm. haha. hella funny. we ate breakfast. we had our "closing circle" and it got emotional. we all went home. i went with my mom to buy pizzas. blah, we started arguing again, and i got all emotional. i don't really like crying. i hate when me and my mom argue. it's something i'm trying to change. met up back at a community center for a "graduation". it was kool. i was tired. POOPED!

yay. i just got home. and i got HELLLA shit to do. i got a PSYCHOLOGY project to finish and type up, i got hellla pages to read, i got have my psych final tomorrow. argh! i've had barely any sleep the past few days. blah! i guess i'll be sleeping in my classes tomorrow.


10:58 PM . 



Saturday, June 01, 2002

HI haha. SATS today. no parking...so i went inside the parking lot and pared in a no parking zone. MUHa..i'm a rebel. RAR

the SATS were ok. too darn longggg..it pooped me out

ok. i'm going to the retreat right now. YAY. bye bye


2:52 PM .