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karen. kaks. 19 years old. only child. filipina. san jose. bay area. graduate of silver creek HS c/o 2003. loves sleep and food. easily annoyed. lazy. goof. weird. student at deanza college. guitar.
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Friday, November 29, 2002
DAY BEFORE TURKEY DAY wednesday, all of us friends...from different schools: silver creek, mount pleasant, independence...we all had a pre-thanksgiving dinner at our friend william's house. it was nice. the only thing that sucked was that i had an ortho appointment 4 hours earlier, so my teeth were hurting, which restrained me from eating like a pig. =\TURKEY DAY me and my family went to my aunt's house for dinner. MmM good. we picked our secret santa. i got ryan once again. every year, i always seem to get him. oh yeah, i was talking to him..and he might hire me at his work. woohooo.
AFTER TURKEY DAY 4 months...yay. me, jd, and his bro went out today. went to the mall...woowee was it packed. went to LONGS. the 2 liter sodas were only 39 cents each! woooohoooo! after, we went to his house and just chilled. watched a movie. his mom found out about the SODA SALE, and went and bought some. heh
TOMORROW we're all going to abby's house cause she's having a little party. then we're gonna go out for jeff's bday cause he's turning 20 on sunday. yay foooood. too bad my teeth are still hurting. =\
my mom's in reno. when we went to my aunts house, she stayed cause they were gonna leave the next morning. she's coming back on sunday. i miss my mommie. =\
6:45 PM .
Sunday, November 24, 2002
HAPPY BIRTHDAY today was justine's and jd's mom's birthday. yay. well, went to jds for a while. cj is sooo cute. giving me hugs and everything. went to justine's. yay fooood. mMmm. we brought the tv into the garage an played HALO and FUSION FRENZY....UGHHhhhh!!! hella fun. played the night away. i decided to go home around 2am cause others were leaving and i wanted to do some homework. jovver and jd are gonna sleep at kenneth's house and continue their XBOX-playing marathon. guys.cj told me that he wants to go to the park. i think me and jd are gonna take him tomorrow.
2:50 AM .
Friday, November 22, 2002
FRIDAY yay...finally friday...did my usual after-school thing: eat and watch maury. went online and talked to alvin. then i went to kick it at his house for a while..talked and catched up..just chilled. you know those white things people use to write on their car when they're selling it? well, he wrote on my car, "yo yo" and "408" argh..now i have to waste my time to take it off.we're all going to the movies today. gonna watch 8 mile again. yay
my behbee got his new phone v60i. i'm getting mine next week. woooohoo! finalllly...my 2 year contract with cingular is overrr!!!!
5:35 PM .
Thursday, November 21, 2002
FATE the past few days, when i've had time to myself, i've spent it lying down on my bed, contemplating on the many factors that have an effect on my life. i thought of all the worst-case-scenarios that could occur: the absense of a parent, the absense of my friends or my boyfriend, failure in life, lonelyness, emptyness. overwhlemed with emotions, i cried and cried, knowing how they can all affect my life profoundly, scared that i'll never be the same.my dad. i don't talk about this with people and i know not many come here anymore. i never know when that time will come when my dad passes on. at this time, we don't talk much. i seclude myself in my room. i barely talk to him much. i remember the days when i was little...i'd spend all my time with my daddy..watching wrestling together, watching his favorite shows: price is right, jeopardy, whell of fortune, the lawrence welk show, night rider. i remember watching lawrence welk, seeing a tap dancer perform. i took my shoes out and tried tap dancing. i remember his smile and laughter, watching his daughter make a fool out of herself. i remember when we'd go in the backyard, building things he'd make for the vegetable garden, teaching me how to hammer by holding the nail and guilding my hand.
i'm scared someday i'll come home and my daddy won't be here. you can't bring back someone..they won't physically be in your life anymore...but they'll be in your heart forever. i can't bare to imagine how life would be without my daddy. it brings me to tears to just glance at the thought.
many memories i've had with my dad..memories that i want to stay with me forever. i want to rekindle that relationship i had with my dad. i want to be a daddy's girl again..
8:49 PM .
Wednesday, November 20, 2002
AWW..WHAT A SURPRISE today, me and jd went out. we just went to turn in applications and window shop as usual. after i came home, i layed in bed, watching whatever channel was on. As i was dozing off a bit, the phone rang. They asked for me, and asked if i remembered who it was. i didn't really recognize the voice, so i was a bit scared since the person was saying that they were my buddy. so finally, i found out who it was....it was FREDERICK! awww! what a sweetie. at first i didn't believe it was him, so i asked him questions that he would know. he said the others that he called up couldn't believed he called either. anyways, he called up just to say hi and see how i was doing. i seriously thought i would never talk to him till he was done with his ARMY thing. anyways, we just talked about stuff. bootcamp is exactly what it looks like on tv. i'm glad he got through it. he's coming to visit on thanksgiving and christmas vacation. hopefully i'll get to see him.10:11 PM .
Tuesday, November 19, 2002
MY BF SUCKS so today, after school, him and his friends went to the mall. Some of them were looking for jobs. He called me up and told me he was going, and said he was going to get me some applications. Well, he got more than applications...HE GOT ANOTHER JOB!! aRGH! he wasn't even trying. He went into VANS SKATEPARK, got an application and interview, and he got the job. so now he's working at POPEYES and VANS. he says he get free shoes every month. ahhh! that poopoooo head!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!! i'm soooo jealoussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!on a better note, my bestest friend justine, yep, her bday is on saturday. yay for her
9:07 PM .
Monday, November 18, 2002
KHKS know history know self went good. the conference itself was dope. we headed to MPHS around 8am-ish to setup. we ended it around 7pm-ish and just chilled there, and waited for marcus to close the gym. i had my fun. after, we all headed to jan's house and watched the video of the day. me, justine, rachel, and grant had to leave around 10pm cause grant needed to be home.got home and BOYYY was i poooped. i fell asleep. mother woke me up around 12:30am and was telling me Jd's on the phone. me, groggy at the time, said, "no....who's that...wrong number"..haha..i talked to him. we only talked for eh, 5 mins on account that i was half asleep. oh my bf is the best.
yeS! jay took my super nintendo on my bday (in july) cause he wanted to play it. its been months. grant and me made a contract and he's buying it from me for 50 bucks....WOOOOHOO...i just need to get my snes from my tall guitar-playing friend marshall.
i don't know. college applications are due in 2 weeks. i'm pretty sure i know what i'm doing now. =\
8:07 PM .
Friday, November 15, 2002
KNOW HISTORY KNOW SELF well the conference that we've(fyc) been organizing is finally here. woohoo. it's gonna be dope11:04 PM .
Thursday, November 14, 2002
OH MY GOD!!!! so senior year. we did fundraising earier in the year like i said. everytime you sell a box of candy, you get a raffle ticket. so today was the SENIOR RAFFLE. i decided not to stay for lunch, so i just went home as usual. i thought if i won, they can give me the prize later. plus, when i do participate in raffles, i never win ANYTHING. well, as i was doing my homework, justine gives me a call. it turns out I WOULD'VE WON A FREE TICKET FOR OUR SENIOR GRAD NIGHT!! AH!!!! they called my name, but you HAVE TO BE THERE in order to get it. so if i stayed at lunch, i wouldn't have to pay 200 bucks for my grad trip! before i left school, i thought to myself how crazy it would be if i won the trip. AHHHH!! i'm SOOOO TRIPPEN!!!!!!!2:07 PM .
Sunday, November 10, 2002
ENGLISH CLASS SUCKS so the english work is pilling up more and more. in class, he asked a question. "who feels comfortable with making a wepage?" I, along with others, raised their hand. i thought little of it. i thought wrong. we're doing another project and we have to make a webpage. sooooo, everyone that knows how to make a webpage has to be in a group with those who can't. ARGH. this project was assigned on thursday and will be due on wednesday. DAMNIT! not only do i have to research, but i have to put it together and make it look pretty. rar.we're also in the process of finishing a literary analysis and writing our personal statement. not to mention our friday vocab tests and enrichment reading. BLAH MR. SEAL!
7:28 PM .
Saturday, November 09, 2002
8 MILE today me and jd went out. we watched 8 mile. my cousin was working so he got us tickets. ooOOo..that movie was dope. i personally liked it since i had an obsession with eminem before. the ending was dope. i hella feel for eminem even more. props. hahai'm broke. i had to ask money from my mom and dad. i feel sooo bad. i don't know.. i'm a bum that needs a job.
justin timberlake special on mtv.......ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hotttttieeeeee!
8:26 PM .
Friday, November 08, 2002
RAIN from my 8 hours of wonderful sleep, i woke up to the sound of rain. when me and rachel entered the school parking lot, my usual parking spot was flooded, so i had to resort to parking on the other side. when i entered my first class, everyone was already taking the calculus CHAPTER test. argh. i did bleh on that test. the english work is pilling up. oh boy. at least i have this 3 day weekend to do most of it.yesterday was our meeting. it was HECKA raining. my friend jennelle called me up and asked me to pick her up from her school, so me and jd went. when we got back to jan's house, the rain was pourrringggggggg. my hood was drenched.
i neeeeeeeeeed to get good gradessssssssss!!!!!!!! WAHHHHH!!!!!!!
1:55 PM .
Sunday, November 03, 2002
HOME FROM CHURCH sunday is here. i'm now left with homework to do. i gotta vaccum my car. it's too dirty. i enforced a rule to my passengers, that they not leave their trash in my car. arghhh..it doesn't look like they followed it. i'd usually procrastinate on all of that and talk to my bf on the phone. now, i can't do that. he's WORKING! ahh. already he found another job! he's working at POPEYES CHICKEN. i hope he can hook me up with food cause it's Mm MmM goooo. i'm jealous, but happy for him. hopefully i can get a job their too, cause he said there were more openings. i neeeeed a jobbbbbbb..2:02 PM .
Saturday, November 02, 2002
UNION LANDING before i got my license, i raved to Justine how we should one day, go on an outing to UNION LANDING (in union city), a big place which has lots of food places, century theaters, WALMART, and other stores. more than a year later, the day has finally come. today, me, justine, jd and rachel went on the outing. first stop was JOLIBEE. you see, there is no jolibee near san jose. the nearest jolibee is in union city, about 25 mins from san jose. i got my spaghetti and they got theirs. MmMm.we went to movies and watched THE RING. FINALLY! oh man...i was more scared of watching the movie than i was when i was watching it. i've heard lots of hype from people. that pretty much scared me. everyone who've i've heard watched the movie said they were scare to death. now that i watched it, it's not as scary. i mean, the content is, but it doesn't really stay with me. they say you're scared to watch tv after you watch it, but the first thing i did when i came home was turn on the tv.
for dinner, we ate a TGI Fridays. as i was going to find a parking space, we saw an old couple walking out. we pointed and said they had a parking spot. i backed up and noticed there was another car coming in the opposite direction. AHH! they were gonna steal the spot! but the old couple kept walking, and the man gave up. then the couple turns around and walk to their car! aWWWW!! they tricked the other car so that i can get their spot!!!! what a great couple! the foooooooood.. mmmm. ribs. me and justine shared a jack daniels meal and so did jd and rachel. for dessert, we got a brownie thing. MMmM gooooood.
trying to get out of the parking lot, i got lost. you see, this was the first time i went to union landing without my cousins giving me directions to get out, so i got lost in the BIG AREA. finaaaalllly...i found the exit for the highway. turns out i made a HUGE circle. i went all the way around the center, when the exit was just a few feet away....argh!
but yes, my day was good. battlefest 2.0 is happening right now. usually i'd go, but i'm not as hyped. plus, i do not like driving downtown. i bought an olive green sweater at walmart for only $8 something!!! woooohooooo!! i love cheap stuff!!
9:45 PM .