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Friday, January 31, 20033 DAYS IN A ROW yes. that's right. i've had it 3 days in a row. ever since i first had a taste of it, i've feen for it all the time now. just imagine how it was when i was "introduced" to it. ahhhhhhh..the fucken best. cake batter icecream. the best.some folks from my school went on a fieldtrip to DEANZA COMMUNITY COLLEGE, the one i'm going to attend in the fall. anywayyyyys..our bus picked up "another high school" from our district. when the cats entered the bus..all i gotta say is...that they ARE "the stereotypical high school". stuck up girls added MORE makeup on the bus; guys that have their heads in the sky, being mean to the other " ahhhhhh. its really sad to see how they are. the only reason those girls came were to see "FINE GUYS". i mean, all the others schools were not like that. they're down to earth and whatnot. it's not on my part to demean these strangers, but how they carry themselves...just superficial kids.. today we went to HOMETOWN BUFFET for my friend jeanie's 18th surprise birthday dinner. 9 bucks for dinner. i got my 9 bucks worth..my tummy's paying for it 10:09 PM . Tuesday, January 28, 2003TUESDAY today, jd didn't go to work. instead, we went and got some CAKE BATTER ICECREAM at COLDSTONE. MmMm..i swear, that's one of my weaknesses. we get to my house, watch MASTER OF DISGUISE. had its funny parts, but i was working on my calc hw at the same time.SMALLVILLE is getting better. the storylines are more clenching and filled wth suspense. kristin kreuk. how many times do i have to say. she's one dope girl. not necessarily lana..but kristin. she's hecka down to earth, intelligent, pretty. *sigh* 8:42 PM . RESERVED in the process of planning my bday party, me and mother are clashing heads. she has ideas that i don't like, and i have ideas she doesn't like. ARGH!! everytime me and mom are yelling at each other, my dad yells and tells us to stop. hey, i agree. who wouldn't be annoyed by all the bickering in the house. the facility is reserved. now, i must find better places. oh please let me find a better place. we got a catalog/brochure in econ. it's for our caps/gown/invitations/senior gear. ahhhhhhh!!! soo expensive shesh. many kool things, but they are oh so prices. hey, i was warned about this my first 3 years of high school. talking about money, i got 2 of my 3 tax returns. i made a good amount considering the fact of where i was working. i don't know where all that money went. well..actually. i lied. i do know. it went to buying FOOOOOOOOOD. *sigh* ok. time for hw. byee. 2:31 AM . Sunday, January 26, 2003STREETS OF OAKLAND so i was channel surfing, and i came across a "breaking news" segment on channel 5. the streets in oakland are crazy. full of crowds, the streets, flooded with pedestrians aimlessly walking through the cars, are obiviousy unsafe. mainly guys, they jump onto cars of INNOCENT motorists and bounce on it. it's just a crazy sight that resembles anarchy. although police threw tear gas at the crowd, they move to another intersection and continue their barbaric actions. crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!8:47 PM . SUPER BOWL SUNDAY the game is about to start. i'm here at home with dad. earlier, i convinced mom that i should buy a meal from KFC: 12 piece chicken, large mash P, large coleslaw, large potato wedges, and biscuts and cornbread. consider the fact that my dad will only eat the mash P and biscuts; mother will eat SOME chicken, coleslaw, potato wedges, and cornbread; and ME left with the rest!! WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's all mine for today and tomorrrrow. yeahhhhhh baby. 3:22 PM . ONE SATURDAY NIGHT. in the afternoon, jd and yabs planned that we'd have a picnic at the park. we had to wait for jeff to get off work at 4pm. time passed by, and it got darker, so the only choice we had was to kick it at jd's house. we got there, and my tummy got hungry. waiting , i decided to go to jack in the crack. stine accompanied me to jack in the crack. rach and stine brought their pictionary. as we were watching the RR/RW battle of the sexes, we had another "charades"(sp?) session. the guys vs. the girls. us 3, jennelle, me, and rachel, were having a bopper moment as we watched YES strut his stuff on tv. whoooo. of course, the girls kicked ASS in the game. we got pizza, rented movies, and soon the night was over. i've got 8 hard calc problems due monday. super bowl is later today. good thing i'm staying home. even though it'd be dope that if the raiders won, i'm predicting that the buccaneers are gonna win. 1:50 AM . Saturday, January 25, 2003THE WEEK i neglected to blog much this week. just school is being a pooper. well..calculus. =P anyways..here's my predicament:i've decided to have a cotillion. the only place i wanted to have it at was in a nice community center. it's sooo nice. not like, "hotel nice"..but a "simple nice". anyways..i found a good date..and lots of availible dates..but there's one thing they won't allow: CANDLES!! what the heck is that. it TOTALLY ruins my plans. the only candles allowed are on a birthday cake. anywayssssssssss...there are a lot more restrictions. like if a balloons goes to the ceiling, you have to pay a 5 bucks removal fee for each one. etc etc etc!!! i cant find any more places with open dates..so i'm gonna have to stick with this one. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that place is too good to be true. no wonder they had some open dates when other had none. =\ i'm cleaning my room. drawers, the closet, my desk, my dresser...ahhh! it's been 1 day already, and i still have a LOT more to go. estimated time of completing this task: sunday night oh yeah. i got a haircut. it's shorter than when i first had my major cut. watched 8 crazy nights with the gang again on tuesday. who could resist paying a buck for a ticket. 12:19 PM . Thursday, January 23, 2003WOOHOO! kristin kreuk is on the cover of seventeen magazine..AHHHHH!!!!!got it. wooohoooo. 1:55 PM . Monday, January 20, 2003THE BOATS GETTING ROCKY yes it is7:58 PM . Sunday, January 19, 2003PATHETIC to avoid mother yelling at me, i decided to spend all 4 days of vacation at home (well...3 days). amazingly, i woke up at 8am. watched cartoons and REAL WORLD ROAD RULES BATTLE OF THE SEXES for the 100th time. went to church with my mom, and after we made a stop at MICHAELS. i told her of ideas that i wanted for the party and she liked them.after that was home. in my bed, i spent time watching tv. got hungry so i went to jack in the crack to get some food. back when i got home, i just ate, watched UNCLE BUCK, SMALLVILLE, the raider game, and other stuff. ahhhhh. sooooo boring. for hours, i was lying down in bed, wasting space, doing nothing but excersing my fingers by changing the channel. just my friend marie 10:12 PM . Saturday, January 18, 2003FINALLY OVER! FINALS are over!! woohooo! no school till wednesday!!! now all gotta worry about are my grades =Xi'm reallllllllllllllllllllllllllly desperate for a job right now. if i'm gonna have my bday party, i NEEEEEDDDD MONEYYYYY!!! yesterday, me and rachel went to pick up jennelle at school. we went to the mall and i went job hunting. turned down many times, but i found 2 places. ohhhh pleaseee!! we also went inside a store and found ideas for favors. woohoo. mother's mad at me. =[ posting up pictures later tonight 2:18 PM . Thursday, January 16, 2003WOO.. so only have 1 final tomorrow. all my stress was gone when i finished my calc final.since everyone got out at the same time today, ooh man...talk about TRAFFIICC!!!! about ehh..i don't know...400 folks trying to get out of the parking lot at the same time..ahhhh.. i sorta went job searching and at MICHAELS, we saw jennelle. big surprise. went to look at cakes, invitations, decorations, favors, etc for my birthday. when i got home, ooh man..i slept a buttload. 6 hours. MmmM.. PLEASE LET ME GET THE PLACEEEE. it's the only place i really wanted..if i do get it..ooh man..i'l try my best get a job and pay for it. i'll find out next week. *crosses fingers* 8:50 PM . Tuesday, January 14, 2003BLAH! so i almost pulled an all nighter last night. after taking a shower, i fell asleep while watching mtv. so about an hour sleepmy calculus final is tomorrow morning. goodbye 9:17 PM . AHHHH!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!! so I was writing my essays. They were saved an all. so i closed the program, and i reopened it, and it said i had an ILLEGAL OPERATION!!!! ahhhh!!!! all my document programs were like this. it's sad, but i CRIEDDDD..when you're stressed, and something like this happens, you WILL feel it...AHHHH!! i opened the file (illegal operation poped up), copied it..and now writing it on my aol mail thing. i can't call anyone at this time of night so i have to resort to this. hopefully i can email it to myself and print it at school. even though i have this option, i can't help but cry. i don't want to HOPE that i can do it. i want my essay done and in my backpack. PLEASEEEEEEE!!!! oh my goshhhh!!!!! i swear i'm prone to BAD LUCK!!!!!!!! this happens to me so many times. i was working on an esay late at night and i was out of paper. i had to call my friend in the morning to print out our partner essay. last year i was working on psychology essays. i forgot to save it, so when my computer froze, i lost it completly. i didn't bother to do it over cause i didn't have enough time. oh yeah..it's kinda crazy since today our teacher warned us not to email it to ourselves and print it in class (and consider it done). he stressed how we NEEDED a paper essay or it would be deducted 50% when you turn it in late. i'm gonna to cry now. 1:49 AM . Monday, January 13, 2003BREAKso i took a break from work and watched the battle of the sexes (of course). i never actually see YES break till now. and woowee. he's even more sexier. haha. i'm serious..he's..cute, smart(went to UC berkley), he can draw, a bboy(which means he can dance), athletic, nice body.. wow. YES.i'm watching the DIARY of JASON KIDD. ohhhhh mannnnn...his little boy just baffles me. at such a young age, he making shots left and right. WOW. it's so crazy it cracks me up ok. time to get back on track 10:48 PM . I HATE DISTRACTIONS so it's crunch time. it's feels like my teachers all got in a meeting and decided to make tuesday the day to turn in work. blaH!!!! i do have enough time..more than 12 hours, to work on this today. the only thing i know that's going to hold me back are DISTRACTIONS. whether they be a tv show, the internet, a telephone call...thEY'RE AFTER MEEE.. "i don't know what you're doing. you're pissing me off". this remark was towards my calculus teacher from a classmate. my teacher replied with a nervous laugh. =P 1:15 PM . Sunday, January 12, 2003SATURDAY FUN! to get away from the stress, as well as other reasons, me, justine, and rachel had a night out. you see, battlefest 2.0 was gonna start at 8:00..in hayward...about ehh..25 mins from home. i went to all the rounds in battlefest 1.0, but we decided we weren't gonna go, since we would be home late, and knew that the others were gonna go out afterwards.we went to new park mall and union landing. woowee..had lot of laughs. jd was supposed to come, but he got called into work. i borrowed his camera, so i'll be posting the pics when he sends them to me. ps. my predictions were right. after battlefest, the whole gang went to eat out and went to jd's house afterwards...around 3 in the morning!!! shesh. they left around 5am. i couldn't sleep, so i did some studying STUPID ME i kept focusing on my english final(the 2 essays) that i COMPLETED DISREGARDED that my calculus final is on wednesday! my first final..and i didn't even study...AHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm behind schedule too AHHHHHHHHH!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! 5:08 PM . EMOTIONS OF THE MOMENT sad, angry, s c a r e d, irritated, upset, confused, stressed, sad, stressed, stressed, ready on a different note..www.nice-tits.org...i think the great tit is the best looking one 3:29 AM . Friday, January 10, 2003SCHOOL WORK OVERLOAD! so it's the end of the school week is done. finals start on wednesday of next week...and i'm stressed!!! you see, this year, there hasn't been a point where i would say i'm stressed. i've handled my work. but NOW!! ahhh!! i've got lots of studying, essays, worksheets, and the list goes on.i'm gonna do something like what angela did. just gonna write down my SCHOOL WORK TO DO LIST. as time passes, and as i complete it, i'm gonna check it off the list. I NEEEED TO KEEEEP MY GRADES UP!! 1:26 PM . Thursday, January 09, 2003SLEEP OVERLOAD! yesterday, me, jd, and abby just chilled. got some sandwiches and headed to a park. chilled..got some icecream.around 7 or 8ish, i fell asleep. a few hours later(10/11sh), jd calls and turns out he was sleeping too. anyways, i go to sleep after that call. i wake up a few times....and i say that i'm gonna get up to do hw..........i didn't....i just got LAZYYYYY and loved the sleep i was getting. 6:30am. AHH! homework. school starts at 7:15..i just droped off rachel at school and decided to cut 1st period (calculus). i figured all they'd do is some problems on hw. i went to mcdonalds and ate breakfast. along with that, i bran my hw to do. i gave up on the calc and worked on the govn't. as i was doing my hw, i hear a voice.."karen!" i look up. it's arti and leslie. they cut too and came to eat. after, i went to school. i had to park far into the parking lot since i didn't get my usual spot. my friend said that lots of people didn't show up to class, and all they did was review 2 problems. yay. ps. FINALS are next week. AHH! someone kill me now : P 1:05 PM . Tuesday, January 07, 2003BLACK CIRCLES so the past 2 days, i've been getting 3 hours of sleep each night..the thing is, i'm not cramming, studying, or doing hw...i'm just...up. whether it be watching tv, reading blogs, on the phone, or stumming the guitar..i'm up late..just chillen..i've gotten SICK again. before the chrismas break, i was sick..and now, after break, it's come back for me! ahhhhh!!! i neeed more sleeep...because of the lack of it, along with the fact that i wanna get better...but yet i don't want to..i wanna stay up and play songs...i wanna watch boy meets world and sister sister... make any sense? 9:25 PM . Monday, January 06, 2003SURVEY i got bored when i got home from school. i decided to do the same survey that jen did. well, here it goes:basics.... x. name - karen x. birthday - july 7 x. piercings - 2 in my left and right ears...used to have on in my cartridge x. tattoos - nope x. height - almost 5'2 x. shoe size - 6 x. hair color - black x. length - about to my armpits =P x. siblings - none..only child x. pets- had a cat..and many goldfishes...RIP all 100 of you..hah last... x. movie you rented - serendipty and dazed and confused x. movie you bought - i don't buy movies x. song you listened to - missy elliot cd - track #1 x. song that was stuck in your head - New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle x. song you've downloaded - Sasha - Dat Sexy Body x. cd you bought - ehh..john mayer cd x. cd you listened to - the missy cd on my way home x. person you've called - jd x. person that's called you - jd x. tv show you've watched - sister sister x. person you were thinking of - jd DO... x. you have a bf or gf - yes x. you have a crush on someone - not really x. you wish you could live somewhere else - nope x. you think about suicide - before x. you believe in online dating - eww. maybe if you knew the person in real life..but otherwise...boo! x. others find you attractive - i doubt it x. you want more piercings - yes..just 1 more but SOMEONE doesn't want me to =\ x. you want more tattoos - don't have one now..don't really want one either x. you drink - before x. you do drugs - |ganja| i used to before, but i decided to stop x. you like cleaning - only if i chose to clean...not when i'm forced x. you like roller coasters - yup x. you write in cursive or print - print x. you carry a donor card - nope for or against x. long distance relationships - i'm for it x. using someone - against x. suicide - neither for or against..just..neutral x. killing people - against x. teenage smoking - like jen said: AGAiNST cigarettes! x. doing drugs - for it...sometimes x. premarital sex - i'm not against it..but they should be ready for the responsibility x. driving drunk - AGAINST x. gay/lesbian relationships - i'm for it x. soap operas - for it favorite... x. food - oooh man..don't even go there....too many to name x. song - there's hella dope songs out there..but not one to call my fav x. thing to do - kick it with my ohana x. thing to talk about - anything that happens to come up x. sports - badminton is helllla dope..hahha..don't hate x. drinks - orange soda x. clothes - clothes are clothes x. bands - haha...always gotta go with NSYNC...but still lovin INCUBUS and LINKIN PARK x. holiday - don't have a fav..but...uhhh..i'll say...christmas x. cars - gotta love the integ gsr..*sigh*, rsx, and bmw. my car is..okay what... x. shampoo do you use - thermasilk x. perfume/cologne do you use - i sometimes use love spell x. shoes do you wear- my old skool vans x. are you scared of - losing a loved one number... x. of times you've had your heart broken? hahahaha..oh man..too many to count. but..i'd say there was 1 major one x. of hearts you've broken? 2 i think x. of boys you've kissed? 4 x. of girls you've kissed? hundreds of them!!!!! wooo!! haha..jk..they were on the check x. of continents you've lived in? 1 x. of drugs taken illegally? just one..but ooohh..many times...hahaha..jk =x x. of people you would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? hmm..i'd just say my ohana and few others x. of people you consider enemies? no enemies x. of cd's that you own? blahhhh..don't know x. of things in the past that you regret? i don't know..i don't really regret anything that i've done =| Physical Three traits you're happy to possess: 1. none 2. at 3. all Three traits you're not so happy to possess: 1. my tummy 2. my thighs 3. and sooo much more Three traits you wish you possessed: 1. flat tummy 2. nice body 3. and more more more!! Mental Three traits you're happy to possess: 1. forgiveness 2. being openminded 3. loving Three traits you're not so happy to possess: 1. jealousy<- me too jen 2. my anger 3. being annoyed easily Three traits you wish you possessed: 1. confidence 2. more knowledge 3. self control Relationships Three ideal mental characteristics of a partner: 1. LOViNG 2. UNDERSTANDiNG 3. TRUSTiNG (all the same as jen) Three ideal physical characteristics of a partner: 1. smile 2. eyes 3. that's it Three things your partner should know and understand about you: 1. he 2. already 3. knows =] Accomplishments Three things you've done and are proud of: 1. my change in life/school/friends 2. mending a broken heart 3. getting academic achievement awards Three things you've done and regret: 1. no regrets.... 2. accept what you did 3. and learn from it Three things you plan on doing: 1. changing myself for the better 2. work harder 3. achieving more goals People Three people who have influenced you most (and how?): 1. my parents..with their life lessons 2. someone...with advice, life stories, etc 3. my boyfriend jd..setting me straight, guiding me, instilling hope, making me stronger Three people you'd like to meet: 1. JC 2. YES 3. JUSTIN Words Three good pieces of advice: 1. stay strong..especially through the tough times 2. don't be afraid to be yourself 3. be true Three writings everyone should read: 1. i 2. don't 3. know Ideals Three things you'd like to see more of: 1. moneyyyyyy $CHING CHING$ 2. employment opportunities 3. friendsss Three things you'd like to see less of: 1. drama 2. hate 3. uhhhh.. dunno 5:56 PM . YOU GOT MAIL i've jut been hit with some news. a friend emailed me the answer to the question of who left that message(a while back) in my guestbook. well..my guess was wrong..but...i just don't know... 5:18 PM . Sunday, January 05, 2003CLEAN CARfinally, i was fed up with my mother telling me to clean my car, so i did. at first, i hecka took care of it. now, a year later, i don't really care. black cars are hard to take care of..so i just get lazy. =Pafter cleaning, i took SERENDIPITY to jd's house. we made hot cocoa and watched to movie together. it's cute. now i'm home..the day before school..you see, the OLD KAREN would be frantically trying to finish it up..but the new and improved karen is already done with all the work. yay..time to chill and relax 8:22 PM . nevermind..you just did...thanks =] 12:00 AM . Saturday, January 04, 2003NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IN EFFECT today me and jd worked out together. i had more fun than i expected. haha. i'm bored..i'm watching the BACHELOR special because the OSBORNES special was done. =P7:51 PM . PAINNNN!!!!!! so i'm sleeping..but 6:30am..i wake up to this PAIN!! i wear my rubberbands(for braces),and i noticed that was the pain. my molar that the band was connected to HECKKKKKA HURTED! it never hurted that much! there i was..half awake..pounding my head against the pillow because of the pain i felt. i used my tongue to push against the molar and it was moving like a loose tooth. (well, not THAT Loose)..i called jd and left a message on his phone..telling him about what happened..and how i can't sleep because of the pain. he called me at 10 to check up..aww.that sweetie..and then we went back to sleep today, me, stine, and rach went out...just the 3 of us. went to valley fair. rachel got the PUMA ROMAS that i wanted...pshhh! they didn't have my size, but they had hers. =P. i can always get the grey ones though..me and justine were looking at sunglasses..couldn't find any that matched our faces. i need sunglasses. =\ we went and drove through santana row...it's pretty..like a mini san fransisco. haha after we went to rent videos..we got serendipity and dazed and confused (cause the guys always talk about the movie. went to dennys. usually i'd get a chicken strips dinner with fries and onion rings..but since one of my new years resolutions was to eat healthier..i decided to get the deluxe caesar salad toped with grilled chicken...hecka hugeee..but gooood. we got an oreo pie to go went to my house to drop my car..walked across the street to justine's house and watched dazed and confused. we thought it'd be good since the guys rave about it..but blah..it was blah. i decided to go home after the movie, so i wouldn't be out late(even though it takes 3 seconds to get home). i'm just gonna borrow it and make jd watch the "chick flick" with me..even though he wants to watch it to. yay ps. I KNOW WHERE YES FROM ROAD RULES:SEMESTER AT SEA WORKS...mUAHhaAHHAA!!! gotta go there and visit that hot boy. 12:19 AM . Thursday, January 02, 2003THOUGHT. all we are is dust in the wind...10:22 PM . LIKE WOAH so it's late, and i'm catching up with the blogs i read. as i go through nate's links, i end up at crys's page. i look at her links, and POOF my old page and current page are listed. what a surprise. i think she's been linking me for a while cause my geocities page has been gone for a while. anyways.. THANKS CRYS 2:48 AM . SO umm. yeah. sidjf ebjdk auwhc ed snww meolw. m wdbes sne sokbe nej. oooga booga. i'm in my on little world.. 12:11 AM . Wednesday, January 01, 2003HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY today we planned to kick it, since it was jay's bday, but he had to go to his aunt's house cause they cooked him dinner.so we (me, justine, rachel) went to jd's house (yabs and jovver were there) and watched MINORITY REPORT. kooooool movie. too bad we missed the beginning. =P so jay called us up and said that we could go over, so we did. me and jovver sorta raced to starbucks...just to see who would get there first.. he won. =P yeah...i really scared justine. sorrrrrrrrry stineeee! i love you =[ rachel rode with jovver to give him directions to their aunt's house...and i won! yay. muaha. rachel messed with jovver and led him in circles. yay. so it was around 9:30pm. we were gonna go to the park..but i KNEW they were gona scare me. you see, i heard there was this scary bridge. JOVVER said that he and jeanie were just gonna meet us there..i saw winks between people, so i got suspicious..i said i was just gonna go home, and they got bummed and revealed that they were gonna scare me...I KNEW IT!!!!! so jd, jovver, chato and jeanie are gonna head out to yabs's house to play HALO...i'm here at home. =P 11:17 PM . HAPPY NEW YEAR! happy new year all! yup. 2003..finally here..i've waited so long for this year..graduation! woooohoooooo! today we went out. jay, me, justine, rachel, abby, jd, and chato. went to CINEMA SAVERS and since it was tuesday, tickets were only a BUCK! we watched 8 CRAZY NIGHTS..that movie! i loved it. the jokes...lighty..awww..he was a cutey. but oh boy did i cry. we also went to mervyns and i got this kool light-olive green colored pillow case for my body pillow. woooohoooo! we stopped by jovver's house. he took pics with his gf. soo cute. happppy new yearrrr!!! happy birthday jay! 1:06 AM .
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