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karen. kaks. 19 years old. only child. filipina. san jose. bay area. graduate of silver creek HS c/o 2003. loves sleep and food. easily annoyed. lazy. goof. weird. student at deanza college. guitar.
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Friday, May 31, 2002
SURPRISE as me and justine were walking to my locker after school, we saw meghan just standing there. the next thing i know, GERVIN comes out behind a door!! Ol' pal gervin!! you see, after the first semester, he got transfered to another school. school isn't the same. i mean, i see him around once in a while, but it was just so unexpected. yaySATS tomorrow. gotta wake up freakin early. blah! saturdays are made for you to sleep in!
after SATS, i'm gonna be going to a FYC retreat. yay. sleep overs ROCK!
stayed up to 3am to do homework, then got some sleep, then talked to my homeboy. i got almost 2 hours of sleep last night. we watched HARRY POTTER in math analysis, but i just went to sleep. in chem, we did nothing, so i went to sleep. i'm always scared of waking up with drool coming out of my mouth. =X
it's all because of you...i'm feeling sad and blue...you went away, now my life is just a rainy day..and i love you so...how much you'll never know...you've gone away and left me lonely..
4pm - Sukiaki
6:44 PM .
Thursday, May 30, 2002
IT'S GETTIN HOT IN HERE yes yes, another hot hot day here in san jose. blah. i came home, and my room was so toasty! ahh..nastyyy! i opened a window and went to sleep. i woke up to the feeling of a cold breeze. it was 8:30pm. yay. nice cold breeze. MMmmM.MOUNT PLEASANT HS's poetry slam was tonight. my buddy jennelle was gonna say her peice. mother wouldn't let me go cause she's being greedy right now. doesn't want me staying out at night. BLAH! looks like i'm not gonna be going to the last dance of the year..which is tomorrow. i didn't feel like going anyways cause i have the to take the SATS the next morning at like 8.
here's a quote i find to be VERY veryyy true..so listen up!!!:
The difficulties of life are intended to make us better, not bitter.
9:07 PM .
Wednesday, May 29, 2002
i went to TARGET today to get the JOHN MAYER cd. i was talking to homeboy and he said it was on sale for $8.99 and that there were only 3 left. when i went, it was $14.99!! argh! i was so pissed. i contemplated over it, and decided not to get it. i just bought some other junk. i talked to homeboy today..and he started laughing when i told him i went to TARGET. he then told me that the sale was LASTWEEK! ArGHh!! he's such a meanie!! oh well...i guess i have to resort to driving to GREAT MALL in Milpitas and get the $8.99 cd at MEDIA PLAY =P
9:57 PM .
HI... my name is karen...and it's mighty hot outside! argh!!!!! that's it. bye bye
4:04 PM .
MELISSA NOTE: this is a little letter to melissa.
HEY GIRL,
reading your guestbook entry was very entertaining for those 17 minutes. haha. jk. but yeah...o0o0o ANH!!! i can't believe she was doing that. that's hella fucked up. but yeah..JUNO!! awww...that's kool that he went. man, i think it would've been so kool if you guys were still together..hahah..but yeah...i heard about the cops thing. my mom told me. i'm glad you had fun the day after. manny went huh? he told me he went. freakin woke me up. haha, but you already read that probably. *sigh* i dunno anymoree!!! argh. heyyyy...we still need to do our "spring break plan"!!! we'll do it when summer comes. it'll be more easier. but yeah....i wanna know what happened! ok. i'll end this now. bye byeee
3:59 PM .
Monday, May 27, 2002
OUCH my eyes hurt. today, i got called in for work, but i told them i was busy. DARNIT! that could have been some extra bucks for me. oh well. i went to a friends house and we worked on a SPANISH COMMERCIAL VIDEO PROJECT. we were shinning those halogen lights for better lighting. they shined it directly on my face. it's been more than 2 hours...and my eyes still hurt. =Pbabe....i got you babe..
8:22 PM .
Sunday, May 26, 2002
ARE YOU IN i downloaded the INCUBUS video for ARE YOU IN. the video is already released in europe. yea. i like the video. woohooo. lots of action in it. muhaha. the title, ARE YOU IN, should already give it awayThe future is whatever you make it, so make it a good one.
8:11 PM .
WHILE I WAS SLEEPING... my cell rang. i woke up, and it was a call from MANNY. i haven't talked to that guy for a while. he said that he went to MELISSA'S party cause he thought i'd be there, and asked why i didn't go. i said i had work. he said something about cops being there...and some other stuff...i can't really remember, since i was like, half asleep. he asked me when i'm gonna go back up there...yadda yadda. we got cut off (cause cingular sucks) and i just went back to sleep. he tried calling again, but he hung up...hah..oh well...i'll call him back some other day. =]
12:51 PM .
WORK SUCKS
12:44 PM .
Saturday, May 25, 2002
GRAD this afternoon, me, justine, rachel, and grant went to Aj's house for his college grad party. chilled for a while. after, we went to watch STAR WARS.Hey Melissa...sorry i didn't get to go to your party. my work sucks. i hope you're having a good time right now. you deserve it. love ya girl!
ps. my work sucks
11:08 PM .
Friday, May 24, 2002
ok. false alarm. PhEW! i checked my guestbook again and my messages came back. ok. you can still sign my guestbook though =]
when i got home today from school, i was HELLLA bored!! omg!!! i swear..i was dying in my room of boredness! i called up justine and asked what she was doing. she was playing video games with her cousins. i asked her if she wanted to go out with me for a while. she said yea, even though she was having fun... awwww!! now that's what i call a BESTFRIEND! =D
happy belated bday melissa...even though i did just talk to you yesterday. it's my cousin MELISSA'S bday party tomorrow...there's gonna be HELLLLLA heads up in the party...she's scared..hah...and it's Aj's graduation from sjsu also. yay. i got work on sunday...2pm to closing. POOP! monday, i have to go to a friend's house to do our spanish project ( to make a spanish commercial) POOP. oh yes. i'll get soo much rest this weekend! =P
i'm bored. if you read this..then SIGN MY GUESTBOOK. =[
5:01 PM .
Thursday, May 23, 2002
ATTENTION ALL CELL PHONE USERS:LOCK YOUR KEYPAD!!!!!!!
KENNETH..i love you man...but you need to start locking your KEYS!! you butt keeps calling me!! you can lose hella minutes if you keep this up...and all you other users too!! kenneth's butt accidently called me yesterday and today. i know because i hear him in the background of the voicemail messages. i've had this incident happened with my other friend DRE, but i told him..and it stoped. i told kenneth yesterdayyyyy..and i'm so disappointed in him... *sigh*
LOCK YOUR DARN KEYPAD!!!
7:26 PM .
Wednesday, May 22, 2002
FELICITY oh man. i swear...i'm such a baby!!! the last episode was beautiful...well, at the end. MAN!! i couldn't help but cry!! i wasn't necessarily crying because it was the last episode..but of it's content. the flashbacks...the ending. it was beautiful. all the main castmembers made appearances..and the story finally came to an end....i guess the pretty background music played a factor in me ballin my eyes out. everyone was happy in the end...soo beautiful..something i wish i can have someday..10:26 PM .
FELICITY oh man. i swear...i'm such a baby!!! the last episode was beautiful...well, at the end. MAN!! i couldn't help but cry!! i wasn't necessarily crying because it was the last episode..but of it's content. the flashbacks...the ending. it was beautiful. all the main castmembers made appearances..and the story finally came to an end....i guess the pretty background music played a factor in me ballin my eyes out. everyone was happy in the end...soo beautiful..something i wish i can have someday..
10:26 PM .
WEIRD... as i was at my locker, getting my books out, 2 guys came up to me...here's the convo:
GUYS: do you have a cousin named edna?
KAKA: no...
GUYS: is your last name bolosan?
KAKA: no..
GUYS: YOU LIE!!!
KAKA: uhhh..no i'm not
GUYS: what's your last name then?
KAKA: why do you need to know??
GUYS: hahah (then they proceed away)
KAKA: OKkkkkkkkkAy
OK..talk about weird. also, i remember everytime i passed these group of guys, they'd yell out "bolosan"...i thought they just liked that word....i guess they were talking to me...weirdos...
got my issue of the magazine YM in the mail today...and guess you graces the cover? it's MR. BRANDON BOYD himself. when i got it, i was kinda like, "BLAH"..because the article inside was about not just brandon...but INCUBUS. yeah, brandon is hot and everything...but HELLLOOOoooo...there are other members in the band tooo...dumb fucks...
hah..i'm just kidding
SERIES finale of felicity..oh no... =\
8:01 PM .
Tuesday, May 21, 2002
POOP hi. the weather today was poopy in the morning. it turned OK later. ok.i picked up JOEL and we just went around. went to wendys and he payed an BUCKLOAD for a meal. not kool. then we got BJ and went around again. oh yeah. joel thought the air freshener in my car was PLAYDOH. heh
great. now that i'm not busy, i have barely NO HOMEWORK! last week i had SOO MUCH HOMEWORK..and it was such a busy week. but hey...i have barely any homework, which means i get to spend more time with my bed. =)
ok. CHRIS wanted me to talk about him in my blog cause he talks about me in his. so chris...here's for 15 mins of fame.
Depend not on fortune, but on conduct.
8:40 PM .
Monday, May 20, 2002
HOT CHEETOS at school, i buy $1.00 hot cheetos from the vending machine at school...only when i'm hungry..which is EVERYDAY! yes, i buck for 1 bag of cheetos sucks..but hey...i gotta satisfy my hunger drive. well, today, when i entered the code for the hot cheetos, 2 CAME OUT!!! woOhooO!!! it was so unexpected! yayyy..that SORTA pays off for the expensive price. ok. i'm donethat new eminem commercial is funny. goodbye.
Offer me your hand...and I will give my heart....
ask me for a sketch, and i'll paint a work of art....
and i know i can..when it's for you...
Saved by the bell - Wedding song
7:02 PM .
Sunday, May 19, 2002
HI ALL i just woke up at 3:30pm. i didn't go to church with my mom in the morning. gonna go ALONE to the afternoon one. mother woke me up at 3:30 and said NOT to go to church. she saw accidents on the road and said just to stay home. oh yeah. it's raining here. BLaH!! i hate gloomy weather. it's just NOT kool.on a good note: i sorta made a new friend yesterday. we knew who each other was, but didn't talk to each other. his name? JOEL. he's jason's friend. i saw his webpage on mary's page. i was bored so i decided to IM him. he's a kool dope guy. has superb taste in music. he's DOPE DOPE DOPE. go and give him a visit.
3:59 PM .
Saturday, May 18, 2002
NOTE: geocities SUCKS!!! they're always on BREAKS and fixing problems they have. geocities is shurt down from friday-sunday. that's why the pictures won't show. blah blah blah. i'll have new pics up sunday night. =P5:30 PM .
WHERE'S MY MONEY? i came to a sad realization today...i'd say about 3/4ths of my money goes to ME BUYING FOOD/DRINKS..AHH!!!! i spend money on MCDONALDS, IN N OUT SHAKES, MCDONALDS, STARBUCKS, HOT CHEETOS AT SCHOOL, BURGERS AT SCHOOL....BLAH!!!!! i thought when i'd get a job i'd get moneyyy..but NO!! i don't. and if i do get money....i'd have to PAY SOMEONE BACK cause i borrowed money from them..grrr! i need a new job that actually PAYS good money. poopoo
4:50 PM .
BATTLE OF THE TRIBES woowee!!! battle of the tribes was yesterday. well, i went back to school at 3:30 to setup and gather my volunteers. well, set up posters and other stuff. i was at the front doing registration of the people..so i missed the beginning of the show. it was kool. i had fun. it was stressing at the beginning, but kool.
OOoO!!! there was a game (suitcase relay) where guys had to strip down to a wifebeater and boxers. they had to run and put on girl clothes and makeup. well, a guy from WILCOX just wore BLACK CALVIN KLEIN BOXER BRIEFS!!! (i would know since i was sitting right next to him) OOOOh man!!!! SEXY!! haha..he had a nice bodyyy!! not too muscley, but defined! his face was aight..butMANNN!! that was one of MY highlights of the night =)
JD got hurt while he as playing a game, and firemen and paramedics came(after everyone left). he had a bruised rib and got taken to the hospital. blah. i felt so bad for him. while he was playing the game, he gots his nuts hurt too. hehe...i saw him today though...he was fine and alive..yay
hmm...after everyone left, we had to clean up. the janitors put the bleachers back and WOOOWEEEE was there BUNCH of a mess! yeah, bottles, papers, jack daniels bottle, bow tie, hat, and junk junk junk. hah...kinda funny to find lots of stuff. i left school about 11:40 and took jay and grant home. MAN!!!! yesterday was soooo tiringggg!
well, the results: WILCOX got FIRST!! and i'm happy for them. they were the underdogs of the competition..and they were dope. my school, silver creek, got 4th place. hehe....all i'm gonna say is that i'm not dissapointed. i have my reasons..but i choose not to say because i know people from school might read it. so yeah. they've been champions since 2000, and people wanted them to lose.. kinda Funny cause other school were CHEERIN THEIR ASSSES off when they announced that CREEK got 4th.
4:42 PM .
Thursday, May 16, 2002
WOW! ok. this blog is be edited later. AP PSYCH TEST was blah. test was dne at 3:30. went to kenneth's house at 4:30....did stuff for BATTLE OF THE TRIBES..drove around and AROUND to buy supplies!! errr! did lots of stuf since it's TOMORROW. got home at almost 11. blah! and i still have homework, paint a poster, EAT EAT EAT, and clean up. bleh! and tomorrow it'll be almost thesame thing..come home late...blah blah blah11:08 PM .
TREE SAP it's been more than 2 weeks and i still have SMEARED tree sap on my windshield. no to mention bird poop on my trunk =P
12:45 AM .
Wednesday, May 15, 2002
HOWDY hi. hmm, they day i've been dredding is finally here...THURSDAY, AP PSYCH TEST. blah! i need more time!!! hopefully the studying from the past few days will get me through the test. there's just 1 thing i don't know about: the essays! the time we have to write 2 complete essays is 50 mins. now that's what i call POOPOO.hmm. i really need sleep. when our body is tired, it needs sleep to revive itself. it also help us recover from stress. without sleep, i get soo irritated and my eyes feel so, weird. like, they move around alot. blah. taking a psychology class does have its perks.
It does not take much strength to do things, but it requires great strength to decide what to do.
11:55 PM .
Tuesday, May 14, 2002
AFTERNOON everyday when i come home from school, i get my food and watch FULL HOUSE. today, after, i went and took a nap. AGAIN, i got woken up by justine, asking when we are gonna go to the meeting. haha, this always happens every tuesday. but the second phone cal from justine was sooo cute! i answered the phone, and it was abigail, justine's 3 year old cousin!! omg!! she was like, "ate kaka, are you readyyyy??" (something like that...i can't really remember convos when people wake me up) but yeah, her name for me is ATE KAKA...sooo adorable!!! heheat the meeting, i saw frederick. he went. haven't seen or talked to him in a while. it was nice seeing him...gonna be leaving for the army in like july or august. i need to spend as much time as possible with him...hehe
One-half of knowing what you want is knowing what you must give up before you get it.
9:09 PM .
Monday, May 13, 2002
AHHH!!! oh man! what a busy week this is going to be!!! i got my AP PSYCH test on thursday. i REALLLLLLY need to pass this test so my grade for both semesters can get changed to an A. errr!!! she's assigning SOOOO much work to us! ARGhH!!ENGLISH class is killing me too!! he's assigning so much work! too much reading!! we also have a group project/presentation that's worth a lot! AhhhH!!!!!
battle of the tribes is this friday. lots of work to do at the meetings (tuesday night and thursday night) ARGH!!!!
man. all i gotta say is this: SLEEP DEPRIVATION. i've been getting only about 3 hours of sleep at the MOST for the past few nights. i've been working my ass off to do my work and get things straights. errrrrr!! it just SUCKS that it's all happening at once! *sigh*
CURRENT MEDICATION: VIVARIN
As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.
8:35 PM .
Sunday, May 12, 2002
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY today was tiringgggg!-woke up at 9. then went to church at 10:45.... justine came along
-on the way home, went to mcdonalds
-got home, go to work an hour later
-went to work..TIRINGGGGG, annoying kids, officially my first day on the job
-work for 5 hours straight. no sitting down. feet hurt
-got paycheck, went to ALBERTSONS to buy mommy flowers
-got her a keychain from a deaf man...it said I LOVE YOU
-got home, put card, flowers, keychain on table
-ATE STEAK cause mama cooked it for DINNERRRR...WoOhoO
-simpsons, double jeopardy, homework, homework, homework..
11:41 PM .
Saturday, May 11, 2002
*SIGH* well, i went to BNK with justine. after, we headed to BAKERS SQUARE and ate lunch there. after, me and the parents, along with justine, went to the movies. me and justine FINALLY got to watch SPIDERMAN, and the parents went to watch THE SCORPION KING. the spiderman was good. i liked that movie a lot, although i was a SAP and cried. bleh! but yea, i can't wait til the sequel comes out.i have a ton of homework to do. got those 114 or so flashcards to do for psych. BLAH! tomorrow's gonna be a nonstop day for me: CHURCH in the morning, work from 2-7pm, then homework for the rest of the night. looks like an ALL-NIGHTER to me. =P
10:29 PM .
Friday, May 10, 2002
WUH-OH hmm, mother picks me up after school today. she doesn't really say anything, and is quieter than usual. i also get this weird vibe. i wondered if my grades got mailed home. well, we got home, and i asked her if she got the mail. she said, "yeah..it's inside". well, i looked at the letters, and yes, oh yes, the OPENED letter with my grades were on top. NO WONDER she was acting so WEIRD!! i knew what i had, so i didn't bother to look inside. i also noticed that the CELL PHONE bill arrived. blah. over as usual. mother came in and said, "karen, why is it high again?" well yeah,she didn't get that mad. i got sorta confused cause she didn mention anything about my grades.well, 10 mins later, while i'm getting my food..
MOM: Karen, you're grades are there.
ME: Yeah, i know.
MOM: What happened????
ME: I dunno...don't worry..i'm going to summer school.
MOM: What?? How long?
ME: Ehh, for like, 2 weeks
MOM: Ok
Soo0o0 WEIRD!!! she took it HELLAAAAA easier than i'd expect!!!! when i got AVERAGE grades before, she was HELLLLA trippen..but now...wowww...very odd...but it's all fine with me. =]
OH YEAH. JOE BACLIG aka JC on BECOMING NSYNC came to my school at lunch to visit( he was c/o 2001). yeah, so watch him! haha. THIS SATURDAY @ 8:00pm on MTV. haha.
i just wanted you to tell me the truth..you know i'd do that for you..........so why are you running away????
Hoobastank - Running Away
3:50 PM .
Thursday, May 09, 2002
CONFUCIUS It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.hmm...AP US History test tomorrow. BLAH!!! BATTLE OF THE TRIBES is next week. GO GO GO!! i've been meaning to post up the flyer..but bleh..just too lazy...idiotic eh?
i'm boring. and...i miss you. goodbye.
9:53 PM .
Tuesday, May 07, 2002
ORTHO AHH!!! i went to the orthodontist yesterday. all i gotta say is...PAIN!!!! errrr!!!! so much pain. he was putting the rubber "chain" on, pulling it HELLA hard. oUCHIE!!! when i got home, i went to sleep cause i was in so much pain. errr! i slept from like 4pm(when i got home) to 6am in the next morning! hahah..funny stuff. didn't get to do my homework =\. buT HEY!!! the 14 hours of sleep wasn't bad =]haha. at lunch, i went to the bathroom. i heard this girl in the stall say, "oh NO!!!! my PENCIL!!!!! it went down the toilet!" hahh, i recognized the voice. it was the one and only MARY!! haha. that was funny. i wonder why mary's pencil was out in the first place...
no hard food for me for the next few days... *SIGH*...
well, time to go to a meeting. adios mis amigos!
5:10 PM .
Sunday, May 05, 2002
OhMyFREAKINgOSh AHhH!! it's CINCO DE MAYO today!!! lemme tell you a few facts before i tell you my story. NOTE: this entry is not supposed to be HATEFUL towards mexicans. i hope it doesn't offend anyone.tully road: a longggg road. lots of traffic during the afternoon. it's one of the major roads in the area. plus, lots of people come from the highway and onto tully. not so pretty
well, CINCO DE MAYO. i went to church this morning, and after, i went to homeboy's house. traffic towards his house wasn't that bad. but the other way...WOOHEE!! so many carS!!! they were all heading to the SANTA CLARA FAIRGROUNDS, cause every year, there's a festival there. well, tully takes to straight there. well, i kicked it with homeboy for a little bit....when i was heading onto tully... i already hit traffic like, 1/4 of the way from his house to my house. AHHH!!! OHMEGAWD!!!! so many cars!!! so many mexican flags!! aHHh! well...it usually takes me 10 mins to get to homeboy's house...but 30 mins had already gone by and i wasn't even half way home. GRR!!
what did i decide to do?? WELL OF COURSE i had to BUMP MY INCUBUS CD!!! uGHHH!! bumper to bumper traffic, LOUD ASS INCUBUS SONGS, karen going crazy in her car. hahah!!! WHO FUCKEN CARES if people stare at me..i was getting HELLLA PISSED, so i had to put my incubus to make me happy. hahah..ooo man...that was fun. well, it's hot outside, HELLA HOT!!!! OMG!!!! i swear..i was so dehydrateddddd!!!
OH YEAH!! some dumb fuckers decided to use bike lane to get in front of everyone!!! what the fuck is that!!! i fucked HONKED MY HORN at those bitchessss!! shit!! what makes them think they can just pass us people who've been waiting for hella daysssss!!! damn fuckers. so what i did was i put part of my car in the BIKE LANE so then couldn't get pass us. MUhahhHHAH!!!! yes, i know i could've gotten a ticket for that...but it's not like the cops could even get to me. =)
as i continue to bump the MORNING VIEW CD, i looked to the side and saw some guys recording me in my car...hahah! funnnny..i just kept on doing my thang...it's not like imma ever see them again.
well, i'm finally HOME!!!!! yes!!!! nice cold houseeee!!!!! well, it would usually take me 10 mins to get home...but i left approximately at 1:30, and got home at 3:00!!! 1 1/2 hours!!!! AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now that's what i call CRAZY!!!!!!!!!
3:31 PM .
Saturday, May 04, 2002
HOWDY FOLKS hi. today i went to the library and checked out a bunch of books. i am kool.me and the pops went to buy printer ink. my pops is kool.
i went to homeboy's house and picked him up..yeah..he's the SECOND person besides my parents who i let drive MY CAR...we went to his friend's house to pick up the stuff he left there. then, i treated him out...AGAIN! it's kool..he said the next time, it's on him. homeboy is kool.
the SIXTH SENSE is on right now. that movie rocks. the sixth sense is kool.
senior prom is today. it's held at the RAINFOREST CAFE in frisco. i hope LJ has fun WITHOUT ME..hahah!! just kidding! but yeah, hope he has a blast..he deserves it. LJ is....kool.
8:51 PM .
Thursday, May 02, 2002
hmm..went to the battle meeting today. aww, kenneth gave me a rose from his rosebush. awww...it's pretty..yellow-pink rose. smells pretty too. kenneth's kool.
homework. blah. i'm out of ink. i went to the store, and they don't have any of my type. blah.
o0o0..i saw the video for JAY Z - song cry. i never knew there was a video out. personally, i like the live version better. DOWNLOAD THE SONG! LIVE VERSION. it's dope..it makes me go UGhHhh!!! =)
"So don't let the world bring you down...not everyone here is that fucked up and cold...remember why you came and why you're alive..experience the warmth before you go..."
Incubus - The Warmth
11:08 PM .
Wednesday, May 01, 2002
STRESS!! hmm. yes. that's what i'm experiencing right now. yeah..too many things to do..GRRR!! well, not a lot of things..but many things that are time consuming..here i go:SCHOOL: so much school work!! too much to do. my grades are slipping and, for the first time ever, i'm failing a class..school is almost done..and i don't got much time to raise up my grades
BATTLE OF THE TRIBES: well, since we are organizing this event, it takes up lots of my time. i have meetings on tuesdays and thursdays, which may not sound like much...but we got 2 more weeks to go..and it's crunch time
AP TESTS: i have my AP tests. my US HISTORY one is next friday..and my PSYCH test is thursday, the 16th. well, i don't know CRAP in us history, cause our teacher doesn't really teach us anything...so i have to read the WHOLE "BARRON'S: how to prepare for US HISTORY AP test" book. hmm..NOW PYSCH!! i have TONS AND TONS of extra work. i have TONS of reading: my BARRONS: psych book, the PRINCETON book along with making 10 questions for each chapter. i have to make about 155 flash cards for the vocab words. and oh yeah...i still have to do those 10 essays i've been laggin on. i know i won't pass the US HISTORY TEST, but i have a chance at the psych test
PARENTS: ERRR!! my parents. they expect so much from me. good grades, chores, and whatnot. AHhhH! plus, the fact that we don't have a good relationship makes everything worse. the fights and arguements. BLAH!
SLEEP: AhHh...how i love sleep. i don't really get much sleep. well, i got about 4 hours at night...and when i come home..i take a nap too. i'm always sleepy at school and doze off during 4th period(math analysis). maybe THAT explains why i don't know what the heck we're doing it that class (sarcasm). bleh.
there's also other stuff on my mind..but blah!! i know that i don't got much going on right now...but AHHh!!! it's sooo stressfuL!! i can't afford to let my grades slip anymore. so...for this...i won't be blogging as often. all i can say is THANK GOD i missed the deadline for the SATS this saturday. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON..IT'S FATE...
"Because of you...my life has changed..thank you for the love and the joy you bring"
Keith Martin - Because of you
4:51 PM .