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karen. kaks. 19 years old. only child. filipina. san jose. bay area. graduate of silver creek HS c/o 2003. loves sleep and food. easily annoyed. lazy. goof. weird. student at deanza college. guitar.

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HMM i have nothing to blog about. ok. goodbye.

10:25 PM .

KOOL DAY! today i went to training. i picked up meghan. well, we went to the security gate, and it wouldn't open. there was a button nearby, and meghan told me to push it..well, when i did, it set off an ALARM!!!! AHhH!! how embarasssINg!!! hahha, at least there weren't hella people nearby =x

well, we got trained. at the end of the day, we got our FIRST PAYCHECKS and our name tags. $31 from the orientation. $31 for getting darker and just sitting around...goodshit..haha i'm not gonna be opening next weekend(opening weekend) cause they already got hella people. the next time i get my check..i bet it's only gonna be like, less than $20. GREAT!

well, got home, went to sleep. homeboy called. went to target and met up with him at IN and OUT. i just got myself a shake and treated him out to a #1 AGAIN!!!!! wow. i'm so sweetttt!! i'm dope...haha..jk

now i'm home. blah. after a nice, fun weekend, i'm faced with the reality that this must end...and SCHOOL MUST START...mama NOooooO!!!!

oh yeah, RACHEL, justine's sis, has a livejournal. that BITER!! haa..it's ALL GOOD though..she redeemed herself:

oOo its KAKA: BITER!!!!!
CHiKSTeR648: haha
CHiKSTeR648: oh well
CHiKSTeR648: u inspire me...
CHiKSTeR648: HAH!!
oOo its KAKA: UghH!!!!

I can't see it comin down my eyes...so i gotta make the song cry...
JAY-Z with The Roots - Song Cry (live)

10:59 PM .

HMM raging waters called me up today. looks like i'm getting trained tomorrow. bleh..yay

you do something to me...that i can't explain...so would i be out of line..if i said..i miss you?
Incubus - I miss you (acoustic)

3:25 PM .

WOOWEE! yesterday was a nice day. after i got home from school, i went to sleep. my homeboy called and woke me up around 5ish. then, i went over his house just to kick it...fun fun fun! then, stine calls me around 8:30 cause she wants to go to JR's party. we get there...and chill. i then get a call. it's manny. he came down to san jose to see a showcase. he asked me to go and meet him, so i go...since he lives far...and i haven't seen him since springbreak. i meet him..we chill in my car in the parking lot. just talked and stuff. then he went back inside, cause he left his friends..and i went back to jr's. chill some more over there.

oh yeah!! i was looking through JR's pics and guess what i saw!??! the other pose i took at prom..you see..me and LJ took pics with his friends. i put in like, $30 cause they needed money. well,i ask LJ for the pics, and he says no. i ask and ask..and he says no. well, yeh, i finally saw the PIC thaT I WAS IN, like, a month after prom. kool huh?? $30 for nothing.. =\

4:12 AM .

OH YEAH i got a spinbrush a couple of days ago. brushing my teeth is so FUN!!

Do you believe in love? And the promise that it gives? I want to love you for life...because your love is why I live..
Jodeci - Love u for life

11:30 PM .

STARBUCKS well, i woke up today and my friend called me up. after i hung up with him, i suddenly had a craving for starbucks. well, i drove there..and guess who was chillen outside? it was alvin! haha..what a coincidence!! hahaha. but yeah, i went up to him and said hi. then i went inside and got me and him some WHITE CHOCOLATE MOCHA, SINCE i'm SUCH A KooL friend. went outside and chilled with him for a while...talked.. him and his friends were gonna go to the gym afterwards and workout. haha..he has FREAKIN OLD friends...they are all like 23 and shit. well, they are just 3 years older than him. ..but hecka old to me. well, i finished my drink and said later dawg...hah

9:37 PM .

LAST NIGHT i was sleeping..and my mom wakes me up around 2am. she looks at my VCR and sees that there is HELLA papers on there and she starts trippen! she grabs the papers and fucken THROWS my shit all over my floor! she says that i'm "gonna start a fire" cause the papers are on the "hot" VCR. WTF!!! yeah, i know that sometimes appliances spark and start fires, but FUCK..just cHILL! she says, "feeel the papers...they're HOT" you know what? they were BARELY even warm. ARGH! she then leaves and says, "you better CLEAN YOUR ROOM!" grrr

after that, i called my friend, cause i looked at my pager, and he paged me twice... well, 30 mins later, my mom saw me on the phone...she was HELLLA trippen again!!! "get off the PHONE! it's indecent to call someone at this time...don't you have any respect for yourself??" well, i always talk to my friend at night...he pages me to call..i'm not even bothering him. well, it's now 5:15ish. i'm still on the phone..my mom comes in and HELLA starts yelling. "did you hear what i said?!?! do you want this kinda future!?!? don't you have any respect for me??" WTF!! talking on the phone late at night isn't gonna fucken RUIN my future. shit..i'm just talking to my friend. shit...there isn't anything wrong with that. and the time? i don't think anything is wrong. he's always awake at that time..i'm not bothering his parents. shit. well, i got off the phone cause she starting CRYING. wtf..something is weird. she gets so emotional over nothing.

respect. if she knew i was telling people about my life, about my relationship with her..about all this shit.. i know she'd disown me. she'd think writing about this shows that i don't really have respect for her. well, yes...i do believe that's true. the reason why i'm writing about this is not to brag about the "twisted relationship" me and my mother have. do you think i want this?? to have this unhealthy relationship with my mom?? it hurts...i want to be able to talk to her..and not have all this amnosity between us. bleh..please sign my guestbook and give me you're input on what you think..whether good or bad..please sign

well..on a good note..STAR TESTING. yesterday, in the vocab section, the word "sporadically" came up!! woohoo!! i actually knew that word!! it's from CLUELESS, when Cher was teaching Tai a word. it means, occasionally. WOOHOO!! thanks CLUELESS! haha

9:21 PM .

WHAT A DAY!!!! i woke up late this morning. got dressed really quick and left for school. another day of testing. i got home and went straight to sleep. my parents leave to go to the doctor...and i'm still sleeping. i woke up around 4 i think.. from a call. it was justine asking me when we were leavin for the FYC meeting. i said i'd call her back..and i went back to sleep. i then get another call at 5:30. justine again. haha..woopsie! so i said i'd be ready in 10 mins. when we were at a stoplight..i started imitating my mom (how he reacts when i drive fast) i was really loud and making all these retarded gestures. i look around me and see the guy in the next lane looking at me!!!! AHHH!!! and you know what's even more embarrassing?!!! he was a cutie!!!! aRGhH!!

me, justine, and rachel have made plans. well, mondays, wednesdays, and fridays, we're gonna go workout. around 6 or 7ish, we go to our elementary school and do laps around the track. we all have "important" events happining in the near future, so we need to slim down..hehe

"Oooh I get so high..When I'm around you baby...I can touch the sky..You make my temperature rise..You're makin me high..." Toni Braxton - You're makin me high

11:08 PM .

JOG i decided to jog today, so me and my mom went to my elementary school. she just sat there while i jogged/walked on the "track". well, as i was makin my way to the track, i noticed a guy working out. as i come closer, i realized who it was...IT WAS MY 8TH GRADE CRUSH!!!! hha...OhMiGawg!! haha..CHRISTOPHER BARNES..i'll never forget him. i was in 8th grade, he was in 7th. i had him in my PE period. LOL. i was HELLLLA jockin on him. my friends talked to him for me, and we exchanged numbers. we talked a few times. then, i stoped calling cause i knew he wasn't interested. well yeah..the main reason i was jocking him was cause he looked like JC. yessss...JC from NSYNC. haha..that was durin my TEENYBOPPER DAYS..so you should understand why i was hella jockin. well yah..christopher was there. he didn't see me...and i'm positive he won't remember me. MEMORIES...lol

11:05 PM .

MORNING what a great way to start of the day....muhahah...fun fun fun, even though i did get only like, 20 mins of sleep. hahah..hmm. we had testing today..i had my 2nd period teacher for freakin 3 hours. hmmm. i fell asleep in math analysis today...had a nice little nap.

hmm. i went to raging waters today. i met up with julie there. i wasn't on the list for working hours, they're gonna call me to tell me when i work. blah. they lady won't be back till the weekend. they suck. i bet i won't even get to work this weekend(cause that's when they are training) BLAH!!!!!! damn raging waters!! KNOW OF ANY PLACES THAT ARE HIRING?!!?

5:44 PM .

SWEET mother got me cotton candy and a funnel cake from great america. yay. she's kool.

10:30 PM .

GREAT AMERICA my mom, her niece, and my relative from the philippines just left the house to go to great america. i didn't really want to go cause it was just adults...and i'd be all bored. but then, i wanted to go cause i wanted some food. LOL. caramel apples with nuts, funnel cake, dippin' dots, cotton candy....MMmmM..the shit. i told my mom that i wanted to go cause i wanted food, and she's all like, "you eat too much!! just stay home". funny..but kinda sad cause i could tell that she didn't want me to go.

so here i am. all alone. nothing to do. bored at home. hmm. i got church later on today though...but i'm gonna be going alone. BLAH! i need some cheering up. i'd usually go and get some food, cause food always cheers me up, but SOMEONE WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS.. *aHem AhEM* ...keeps on telling me the obvious: that i'm getting fatter and i need to lose weight. LOL. it's true, but eh...gotta love FOOD. =)

1:43 PM .

WOOHOO yesterday was a day full of FUN. woot woot!!! to sum it up: raging waters orientation...kinda boring....i bought my homeboy IN and OUT and brought it to his house..and we were just chillen outside..which was nice...then i went home and took my relative from the philippines to the mall....then i went to justine's house cause it was her sister's bday. i just got home 20mins ago. woooweee. i'm pooped

training for raging waters start next weekend. then, the next week it opens. woowee. GRR!! my ID pic sucks! my friend made me laugh...and in the pic, i look gHeTtO and constipated...that's what homeboy alvin says. =\

2:28 AM .

HMM i haven't blogged for the past few days. i either: came home late, fell asleep early, or had nothing to blog about. well. yea, HI!

a relative is staying over my house. it's kinda weird, cause she's like in her late 20s i think...and like, i feel bad, cause i don't want her to be all alone. i had a chance to go somewhere tonight...kenneth's house. well, i didn't go cause i didn't want her to be in the house while i was out. plus, i didn't want her to come along..cause i knew she woudn't feel right. well, my other relatives picked her up to stay at their house for a while...so there i was...home on a friday night...but HEY..i got to do my homework =)

justine got her car a few hours ago. her parents surprised her. 2003 toyota corolla S. pretty kool kar.

i have my orientation tomorrow for RAGING WATERS. 10am-3:30pm. poopoo!!

1:57 AM .

WOAH!! i was on the phone with my friend alvin. i then mumbled to myself, "what would you doo-ooh-ooh for a klondike bar?" ( i probably thought of karen's post) then, alvin says,"what would you do for a klondike bar?" i was like, "WOAH!! did you hear what i said?" alvin goes, "no". HOW WEIRD!!!! we both said that phrase at nearly the same time. man..i was baffled..and still am!! crazyyY i tell you!!

2:41 PM .

BOB ROCKS plain and simple. BOB ROCKS. i asked him earlier about what i missed in my psych class. he told me the homework the teacher assigned. i told him i was gonna leave, but he tells me that there's more. HE SCANNED TODAY'S NOTES FOR ME!! awww!! i wasn't even thinking about 'em. awww!! bob is doPE oh yes he is.

12:55 AM .

SCHOOL i didn't go to school again today. this time, i wasn't feeling good. i woke up, went to the bathroom, and threw up what i ate the night before. =\ blah. wasn't feelin so good, so i decided not to go. errr. didn't go to school for 3 days in the past 2 weeks. blah. i'm soo behind.

well, i wrote about the concert. check it out here:
APRIL 12, 2002: INCUBUS CONCERT

4:55 PM .

UGHHH!!!!!! the INCUBUS CONCERT was FUCKIN off the HOOOOK!!! fuckin dope. i'll blog about it tomorrow. bye ye

11:13 PM .

BIG DAY i went to church alone today, cause my mom took my dad to the doctor. hmm. i got home, and they still weren't home. well, my mom just called and said they were still there, cause they were giving my dad some medication. she told me to just get some money cause she doesn't think they'll be home by the time i leave for the concert. yessss. the concert. errr..it's hot. i was sweating like a mofo when i was driving. hey, that's the price i have to pay for getting a BLACK CAR.

to bob: hey. yeah!! sparknotes.com!!! i love that site!!! haha. thank god i know about it. but yeah, that was gonna be my last resort. i wanted to actually READ a book..by the looks of things, i'm gonna be going to sparknotes later on tonight. *sigh* i'm so dissapointed in myself.

2:48 PM .

INCUBUS yes. the time has come. i will be seeing INCUBUS tomorrrow. yay.

my plan: to do ALL my homework today. i wanted to do it all, so i can just go to sleep when i get home from the concert (since i got school the next day) well. all i got left is READING. 4 chapters in my AP psych exam prep book, and about 14 chapters of THE SCARLET LETTER. BLAH!!

oh yeah. a relative is gonna stay at my house this week. i think from wednesday-sunday. my mom said i had to give up my room and sleep on the couch. i'd be sad if she took over my room for all those DAYS! she may even look through my stuff!! but yeah...my mom said i don't have to give up my room. woohoo!!!! HA!!! AHHH!! my room has everythinggggg. my STUFF, my TV, my phoneeee, my great BED, and my beloved computer. =)

note: i love going to COLDSTONE, because when i come out...my hair smells like waffle cones. =) yummmmyyyy

10:53 PM .

YOU'RE FAT today was a beautiful day. nice and sunny. well, i told my mom that i was gonna get some ice cream at COLDSTONE.

MOM: "noo..i'm sick..i don't want any"
KAREN: "not for you, mom. I want some"
MOM: "karennnn, you're getting fatter"
KAREN: "shesh mom"

yes, yes. i know i've been packing on a lot of fat. haha, ask LJ. grrr!!! he just HAD to grab my LOVE HANDLES on friday. but errrr!!! i try to cut down on the food, but it's SOOO hard when FOOD is soo YUMMY. *sigh* oh yeah...MAY 25 is melissa's bday party. she told me to bring a bathing suit cause everyone's gonna swim. AHHHH!!!!

5:35 PM .

WEE awww!!! LJ is gonna be getting a new little bro or sis in october. congrats LJ. lol

10:29 PM .

YESTERDAY i didn't go to school yesterday. i stayed home, cause my mom was very weak, and my dad was getting worse. i decided to stay home and take care of em. well, i took my mom to the doctor..she got her medicine. then got some YUMMY chinese food, since she hasn't been cooking food for the past days. then i had to do FYC stuff. came home at night, and went straight to sleep. what a long day.

well, sadies is tonight. i'm not gonna be going cause i didn't get a chance to talk to jeremy yesterday, since i fell asleep. oh well, there's always next time. but damnnnnnnn, i wanted to "get my groove on" tonight. =\

LJ walked me to my locker...we had a little talk..literally. lol. i noticed that every time i walk with him, at one point, he'll get me in a headlock..hMmm..

3:00 PM .

CELL grrr. what a great day to recieve my cell phone bill. damn. my mom hella trips over it, even when i tell her i'll pay her back. damn. what a great day.
"you make me sick"

10:11 PM .

. . . my mom is really sick right now. for the past few days, she hasn't been going to work. all she's been doing is sleeping. she's in bed, and can't really get up cause her head hurts too much. it's crazy. she doens't really want to go to the doctor..and she talks about dying. hmm. my dad is getting sick now too. i'm not gonna be going out today..i only went out to buy my mom some medicine.

sadie's dance is this friday. i was supposed to go with my buddy jeremy, but i don't know anymore. i don't really want to leave my parents home alone. plus, i don't think my parents would want me to go. jeremy said he was gonna ask someone to fill in at work for him, so he could go with me to the dance. i kinda hope that he has to work on friday, so if it turns out that i can't go, he can just go to work. err, i wanted to go too cause i haven't kicked it with him for a long ass time. but it's all good

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"fuck it"

4:55 PM .

YAY i don't get TEXT messages on my phone, cause i can't send em out. i only get em from some people who send me funny jokes. well, yeah, out of NOWHERE, i got a text from MANNY, the guy i met at the club back in september (and also saw again during my spring break. check the entry for september 9 and november 11 if you wanna see how GAY i was. or should i say: how gay i still am) it said "HI"..lol...although it was one word....awww, so nice, cause it was HELLLLA unexpected. that reminds me...i never blogged about my SPRING BREAK. come back tomorrow night if ya wanna know.

9:23 PM .

GRR!! why the FUCK won't these PICS SHOW!!!!! stupid me. i think i know now...

anyways. didn't go to school yesterday, so LJ got the prom pics. he gave 'em to me today. hmm. the backdrop looks FUGLY. yesterday was fun. slept in till 1pm. Woowee, how i love sleep!! hmm, INCUBUS video is gonna be on soon. oh yeah, reminds me..INCUBUS CONCERT ON SUNDAY!!!!! YAYYY!!!! i hecka forgot about it =X i know...how the heck would something this BIG slip my mind. but yeah..i'm SO EXCITED.

LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
"..cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles, if I could just see you..."

3:38 PM .

PROM PIC

3:35 PM .

BATTLEFEST: THE FINAL ROUND

WHERE: evergreen valley college gymnasium (san jose)
WHEN: saturday, june 8
TIME: doors open @7:00, show starts@ 8:00
COST: $15 before may 10, $18 after, and $20 @ the door.
ORDER TICKETS ONLINE
PERFORMERS: mind over matter, fusion, versatyle styles, haluan of ucsc, b syde, mindtricks, chain reacton, 69 degress

BATTLEFESTIVAL: WARM-UP to BATTLEFEST
FOOD, MUSIC, BOOTHS, PERFOMANCES
PLACE: EVERGREEN AMPHITHEATER (outside the gym)
TIME: 12:00pm-5:00pm
COST: FREEEE!!!!!

SPECIAL PERFORMANCES BY: elements of the outer realm, and DJ havik of the world famous beat junkies

so you can stay the whole day and have FUN FUN FUN! like karen. =) for more info, check out:
www.bboxentertainment.net

9:29 PM .

GRRR!! i forgot about the whole DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME crap. grrrr!!! this sucks. there goes 1 hour of my sleeping/doing homework time.

to you(you know who you are):
yes, i know if things stay the way they are, things won't be the same. i know i made a mistake, and i guess i'm paying for it right now. i'm sorry that you are deeply effected by the stupid decision i made. i just need time. it's really hard to talk to you, knowing what i did to you. things are different, and i hope one day it will be the same. if it doesn't get to that, i understand...and i'll lose one heck-of-a friend. i'm sorry...for everything

3:02 AM .

SANTA CRUZ i went to santa cruz for an event there. it was dope. it was on the UCSC campus, so i got to see how it was. all i gotta say is....BEAUTIFUL!!!! the campus is so pretty. i love it. i got to see grace's dorm. it was dope...like a little apartment. not shabby at all. so i made my choice, and i want to go to UCSC. it's only like 30 mins from home, it's a UC, the campus is beautiful, and there is a dual degree program that i got my eye on.

the problem: my parents don't want me to go there. they want me to go to SAN JOSE STATE because:
-it's close to home
-cheeper
-family members/friends attend/attended that school
-don't have to pay for room/food because i'll be at home
-they don't want me to leave cause i'm their baby

san jose state is kool. i'd want to go there..cause their COMPUTER ENGINEERING program is ranked #2 in the nation. but NO. i must go away for college. i need to become independent and live life by myself. i need personal growth, GOSH DARNIT!!!

8:52 PM .

YAY my first post at blogspot. how i miss my geocities. =[ SPRING BREAK!!!! err...so many emotions. crazyness...i'll blog about it later. ehh..i'm too lazy right now to fix the page. BLAH! say hi...please?

6:48 PM .

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